10. End Of All Things

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Ashton's P.O.V

"Oh" Was all I said.

"Is there something wrong?" She asked with concern.

"No, no, there isn't anything wrong" I grinned.

"Ah! What if Luke sees us in the crowd? Not like us, but you?"

"What if? He's clearly straight"

"Are you telling me you're gay? ARE YOU ADMITTING TO ME THAT YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR LUKE" She yelled making all the girls turn towards us. Once they saw me they all started whispering to each other.

'He's that guy Luke posted a picture about'

'He's hotter in person'

'Is he really gay?'

And those were only some of the things I heard.

"Dammit Lucia. I just met you and I already hate you"

"You know you love me" She said making kissing noises. I gagged making her double over in laughter.

The gates opened and instantly the swarm of girls started cheering and yelling. I took out my iPhone and took a picture of the sign.

5 Seconds of Summer
7/8 PM
SOLD OUT

This is so getting a lot of notes on tumblr.

"Aren't you excited?!" Lucia yelled out.

"Not really"

It was between 50% happiness and 50% anger at Luke.

Lucia showed the man our tickets, he ripped the needed part, and gave them back to us. Lucia instantly rushed to the front, making me glare.

"Why the front?"

"The front is always the best" She winked.

"Not when you're mad at one of the band members" I mumbled.

"Dammit, I don't have a camera, you lucky assbutt"

"I'll take pictures and send them to you. Don't worry"

The lights in the venue turned off, making everyone quiet. I tried to look at Lucia but I couldn't see her face. It was that dark.

"PUNKS" A loud booming voice yelled through the microphone making me jump. I may or may not have yelled. "WELCOME. 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER"

Everyone around me cheered and whistled as the drummer started banging his drums.

"BANG ME LIKE YOUR DRUMS JOSHY" I heard a girl say from behind me. Damn.

"MICHAEL!!!" Lucia yelled as the lights turned on to reveal a teenage boy with black and red hair. He winked at her, and she almost fainted.

Now I know who her favorite band member is.

"CALUM!!!" The girls squealed as the light turned on to reveal the tan boy. He grinned showing his pearly whites. He's so cute oh my god.

"LUKE!" Everyone yelled, I rolled my eyes and looked at Lucia.

"You just had to fucking run to the front"

We were about five feet away from the band members. A barricade holding us from jumping to the stage. There were two bodyguards on the sides.

Luke looked at the crowd and I turned to look down hoping to not get noticed.

"Okay, this song is dedicated to a friend from a friend. I hope you guys enjoy it" His familiar deep accent said into the mic.

Hes dropping out of school 'cause he don't need the grade,
The colors in his hair don't seem to fade,
I get dressed up when I go out but he gets dressed down
He's 17 I've told him I'm 20,
I couldn't take him out 'cause Mom's got no money,
It's stuff like this that makes me wish that I could change somehow
Sitting here at home, it's obvious

Hes so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause he makes me feel, makes me feel,
Like I try, like I try, like I'm trying too hard,
'Cause I'm not being me, and it's getting me down
That he makes me think, makes me think,
That I try, that I try, that I'm trying too hard again
'Cause I'm trying too hard again

Hes got a rose tattoo but he's keeps it covered,
I play guitar but he's into drummers,
He's seen my face around but he doesn't even know my name
I pierced my lip so he thinks I'm cool,
I ripped my jeans and dropped out of school,
I followed him 'round the town but he thinks that I'm a weirdo now
Sitting here at home, it's obvious

Hes so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause he makes me feel, makes me feel,
Like I try, like I try, like I'm trying too hard,
'Cause I'm not being me, and it's getting me down
That he makes me think, makes me think,
That I try, that I try, that I'm trying too hard again

But now, who knew?
Hes in the crowd of my show
Nothing to lose,
He's standing right in the front row
The perfect view,
He came alone on his own,
And there's something that you should know

He sang, whilst looking at me. I tried my hardest not to smile, but thanks to the dark, my blush wasn't visible.

You're so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause you make me feel, you make me feel,
Yeah he makes me feel, he makes me feel
It's obvious

He's so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause she makes me feel, makes me feel,
Like I try, like I try, like I'm trying too hard,
'Cause I'm not being me, and it's getting me down
That he makes me think, makes me think,
That I try, that I try, that I'm trying too hard again
(and again, and again, and again, and again)
'Cause I'm trying too hard again
(and again, and again, and again, and again)
'Cause I'm trying too hard again

Lucia nudged and winked at me again.

"I told you!" She squealed.

"I don't like him" I whispered. I looked back up at the stage to see that Luke had a sad expression on his face.

It shouldn't bother me right?

He couldn't have possibly heard what I said, could he?

"Shit just got real" Lucia whispered.

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