SHEILA POV
@ Circle
don't worry guys nasa loob pa rin po kami ng iskul circle lang tawag namin kasi pabilog siya sila Loraine nasa canteen for sure kumakain na at ako?? ito kasama si Anton
( 'A' for Anton and 'S' for Sheila )
A : bakit gusto mo ko kausapin ?? biglaan ata??
S: bakit masama na bang kausapin ang boyprend ng baya-- I mean boyprend ko hahaha ( pilit na tawa )
A : spill it. alam Kong may kelangan ka ano un??
S : ummm kasi… ano… (-.- ) ( -.-) (-.- ) ( -.-)
A : what ? (-.-)
S : ayoko na (_ _ )
A : what do you mean ?? anong ayaw no na ?? (•~•)
S : let's break up anton.( _ _)
A : What ?! Why?! (0.0) I don't want to
S : Anton please let me go. d ko na kaya ( biting her trembling lips )
A : baket ?! bakit gusto mong makipaghiwalay ? okay naman tayo aa.
S : for you. not for me Anton Alam ko na lahat… lahat lahat ng kalokohan mo
A: what do you mean ? ( with confusing look written all over his face )
S : anton alam ko na… na may anak ka as ex mo at mag iisang taon na yung bata Hindi ako tanga Anton matagal ko na yun Alam pero kahit ganun patuloy pa rin ako sa pakikipaglaban para sayo nagpakabulag ako sa lahat ng pagkakamali mo na parang wala lang sakin kahit na durog na durog na yung puso nagpakaselfish ako na umabot dun sa punto na inagawan ko na ng ama yung bata Kelangan ka nung bata Anton that's why I'm letting you go I'm setting you free and be a good father to your son (T-T)
hinihimas ni ton ton sa likod si sheila habang umiiyak ito
( what a term ?? HINIHIMAS ?)
A : pwede ko namang panagutan yung bata aa habang tayo pa. please sheila stay with me I need you ( sabi ni Anton na nagmamakaawa )
S : Anton do you need me because you love me ?? or you love me because you need me ??
A : silly of course I need you because I love you love
( tumawa si sheila name naiiyak )
S : hahahahaha LIAR!!! (>.>) of course YOU LOVE BECAUSE YOU NEED ME Anton (O.O) <-- Anton face with jaw drop
(>.>) <-- Sheila face and having a black aura around her
A : wh--what d-do y-you m-mean l-lo-love ?? ( Anton stutter )
S : of course LOVE you just use me hahaha I'm so stupid hahaha no I'm a completely fool to believed to all the words you say to me before. u really thought that you love me back then but it was all fake and I know you never love me but after all the bad things you have done in me I still loving you. yeah I'm deeply madly in love you and in my case I will do whatever you want me to. but I'm too hurt to love you anymore that's why I'm letting you go I can't have you anymore Anton have a life with your child raise him well and be a good father by the way I'm still thanking you for all your efforts in me in always texting me I will miss that so let's end it here
( im smiling even though I know I'm crying )
A : y-yeah let's end it here ( and a tear fell in Anton left eye ) and I'm sorry for using you but believe me when I say I'm happy whenever I'm with you and thanks to all of the thing you've done for me ( Anton hug me and that's make me cry even harder ) can we be friends ??
S : s-sure I'm happy to be friends with you ( I gave him a weak smile ) oh I gotta go they maybe finish eating so see yah later in our next class bye
I stand up and run towards the canteen leaving him before he say something when I saw them I suddenly have an urge to hug Loraine and she hug me back that make me cry harder
I really hate this feeling I'm hurting emotionally It feels like I can't breath no it feel like hell but still I have to move on and accept everything that I don't have connection in him anymore
is it payback time to all the boys got a broken heart because me
I really hate myself why I'm crying to the man that hurt me so much?? how many times do I have to cry because of him?? do I deserved all of this ?? is this they called karma??
bakit kasi sa lahat ng taong pwedeng manakit sa akin sya pa?? at bakit sa ganitong paraan pa?? naging masama ba kong tao para mangyari to sakin?? bakit as dinami dami ng tao ako pa ang napagtripan ng tadhana na yan?! letsugas naman ohh!!
