What if...

The beginning..

Shadow's are everywhere these days

On the streets, at your house..Places where you least think of..

You might think Shadows are made by people..There my dear friend is where you are terribly wrong..

Shadows are made by memories as well..Memories you hope to forget...Yet they will follow you and

haunt you until you deciede to tell them of...

But most of us..like myself..Decide not to tell them off and live with them instead of getting rid of...

Afraid that if you open up the shadows will not go away but haunt you even more...

Yeah thats how i feel...

Hi there My name is Annabell Hartley. But most people deciede to call me Annie or Anna you decide.

Though i perfer Annabell my full name.

I am currently 16 years old going to 17 in a couple of months. You could say i am a loner at school but i dont really mind. Yes, I would love to have friends to talk about my problems but i have learned to never trust anyone with anything. You are better off alone than having to depend on someone. I dont live with my parent's, they left me when i was 2 years old. I now live with my aunt and my cousin lili who is 3 years and a half. I love them very much and my aunt is like my own mother. I go to highwood highschool and let me tell you people like me don't fit in there, But i wasnt like this my whole life you should know. I was actually happy,had billion of friends and was carefree. Didn't care if i was failing classes only if there was a party happening that weekend. But that's when Brianna Clarson's party happened and that is when my life took a turn for the worst. Im not going to go into details about that night. They are memories i wish to forget but can't. Those my friends are my shadow's of that night...That tragic night...

Only i can see them through my deep brown eyes.

How they replay over and over again until they have me at their knees crying for them to stop hurting me.

That's what my personal shadows do to me...

Well thats what they did to me before he came into the picture

Oh I remember that day in first period and let me tell you i knew the minute i saw him he was like every other guy in this school a Player.

Yes that would be his name for now on, Player..Well untill i learned his real name

Of course i knew Megan would be all over the player which i might say i wasn't suprised at all

Though i did hear she was going out with a senior??! Who knows.

Well after that day Player which i later on found out his name was Ryan, started dating Megan.

He would go my locker each day not knowing i was even alive but making fun of everyone else who was less than he was..Just like the rest of them.

And i was so glad he didnt know who i was...

Well that was until a couple of weeks ago

It all started in Health class....

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