My Alpha Mate

Chapter 3

A/N: The picture above is of all the brothers. In the top left corner is Jayson. Jacob is top middle,  James, top right. JC and John are next to each other don't matter which is which cause they're identical. Last but not least Josh in the bottom right corner.

Jillian POV

*First day of school*

I just hid in my room all week until school started I didn't even come out to eat dinner. Being that I had my own mini kitchen it was easy.

I got out of my shower and grabbed a tank top and put a hoodie on over it and grabbed a pair of shorts and my running shoes.

 I grabbed my back pack and took off down stairs and ran out the door before anyone saw and got on the bus. I sat as far back as I could and took out my phone and put earbuds in.

 I didn't talk to anyone.

 I got off the bus and went inside the high school.

I had band class with Kat first period.

 I had gym class with Carin second period.

 Then third period Language Arts. Lunch was after that.

 Then I had Math with both Carin and Kat for fourth period.

 After that, I had World History Honors.

 And last I  had Environmental Science. 

The only ones that still had my back this year were Carin and Kat. They said they didn't care what other people think it would be okay. They would never betray me.

I at this point didn't care they could do what they wanted and I be okay with it. I walked into the band room with a few minutes to spare. Kat walked in right as the bell rang.

 I wanted to cry.

Everyone in this class other than some of the humans knew I was an Omega.I keep my head down.

 Everything got worse as the week went on. I just wanted to fall and out this now.

 But some unknown force keeps me going. I couldn't explain it but it pushed me to keep going on. I mean sure Kat and Carin keep me happy. But sometimes they make it even worse.

 We keep it hidden so long. But I guess sometimes mom didn't always think. 

Everyone treated me differently. Everyone looked down on me. I was like a little puppy surrounded by a bunch of wild wolves. 

At one point I told mom I was just doing home school and she didn't disagree at all. She let me. 

The twins tried to talk me into going back all the time. I never wanted to go.

 I just keep myself in my room. I had become more like Josh than even Josh excepted. He's the only one I still get along with really. 

The only time anyone saw me was when I was washing my clothes or I actually got hungry. 

Jacob actually got his mate to marry him. But all my enjoyment to meet the lucky women had gone away. I saw her once I think she thought I was a ghost. 

I'm sure they came up with some way to lie to her about why I was unhappy or something. 

All I did was get up wash clothes, get my clothes then disappear back into my room.

 Then later went to sleep. If I didn't wake up screaming from a nightmare. There one thing I didn't say earlier.

 One day some of the girls thought it would be okay to beat me up and leave me in the bathroom. Kat had found me. I dream that she never found me and I died there alone.

 Other times I dreamed being dragged off by that scary wolf and raped and beaten. They got vivid sometimes.

 I scream awake and someone would come check on me and then they try to get me to go back to sleep.