Arie
So today I woke up excited as ever, today I was planning on going on a very special date with my boyfriend Adym💕.
I got ready and I put on this cute ass outfit, did a bunch of snapchats, ya know the usual.
It was a cute fitted dress, some cute vans, a chain like choker, a 'Yum' bracelet, and some hoop earrings. I got to school and of course I went straight to him and talked to him, but for some reason he was acting strange, he didn't sit beside during any of our classes, or lunch, almost as if he was avoiding me. So I texted him like crazy.
Me - Babe? R u avoiding me? If so y, did I do anything
Adym💕 - read
Me - Babe wtf, don't make me blow ur phone up
Adym💕 - We need to talk after class okay..... don't ask about it, I'll meet u at ur locker afterwards okay, bye 👋
Me - Okay?
So at this point I'm in English class not paying attention, this class is too easy to fail. I was freaking the fuck out. Why the fuck would you wanna talk about something when we can just act normal. Maybe... Oh shit
Please don't tell me he cheated, or he's moving, something like that. I don't know what I would do in a long distance relationship.
So the bell rings I go to my locker and wait for him. Here he comes....
(Our convo)
Me- So what do you want to talk about
Him- So basically, I don't wanna do this anymore
Me- Do what?
Him- BE WITH YOU, I'm sorry but I need sex, and I don't wanna cheat on you, and I'm tried of beating my meat. So unless you're gonna give me your virginity then we're over!
Me- Fine. I don't care if you leave me, you were undeserving of me anyways.
I was so dead inside. All I could think of is "Another piece of my heart broken off".
It seemed like I only had 50% of my heart left from every guy or girl (I'm bisexual), who has broke my heart.
I run to the bathroom crying my eyes out. I text my best friend that we're skipping the rest of the day, and we do as planned.
She picks me up in her car and I explain the situation and we head to Taco Bell (this is where we did all of our emotion eating at).
She ending up coming over my house and sleeping over.
The Next Day
Today I woke up in a rot. So I grab my black hoodie, put the hood on and tied it to the point that you could only see my eyes. I had this bracelet that said 'kill', my friend questioned me if I was okay because she knows how bad my depression is, and she doesn't want to get a call from my mom tell her that I'm dead, or me not being here. (Situations like this happened a lot so before I could actually kill myself she would stop me)
Through out the day I'm completely bummed, but then something happen......
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