love me again

can't let you go

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"Take rest Ishu, we will talk latter" Om stated looking downwards, he didn't have enough guts to face her right now

Ishana was really shocked to hear Om call her Ishu almost after 5 yrs, her emotions were haywired at the present moment so she didn't react to this and lied back on the bed silently.

Om sat on his side of bed for sometime staring at the wall trying to decipher something, debating inside his head for sometime he decided to ask her.

"Ishu, would you mind if I ask you something ???" His tone was full of hesitation as he looked at her

"no" came her flat reply

" it wasn't you it was Gauri, that day Gauri let Rv enter the oberoi mansion isn't it so ???" He stated, he knew the answer and he was just waiting for her to confirm the fact

Ishana looked at him with shock and horror stricken eyes

"Omkar it was me that day, I even admitted it in front of everyone then why are you doubting Gauri now, why are you asking it again now" Ishana answered boldly yet her eyes displayed her fear clearly

" You may be the perfect liar Ishu but your eyes just gave away your secret, your eyes couldn't hide your fear to save your sister, don't worry I won't tell this to anyone but for that you've to promise me something" he felt bad saying this to her but he couldn't see any other way out of this situation right now, his self loathing knew no bound right now but he is selfish and he needs her that's the ultimate truth.

"Are you sure in my eyes what you see is fear for saving my sister and not something else but what do you want from me ??" Ishana questioned him her eyes suddenly shinning with pain and unshed tears

"I know what I'm talking about, atleast once I know what I'm talking about and I want you to not ask about divorce again" he stated softly looking away from her

Ishana was shocked hearing Omkar's sudden demand but none the less said yes and turned her back to him. She couldn't bear his change behaviour right now, it was making her feel like something is wrong. All this was feeling like a sweet trap to break her more, after sometime due to tiredness she fell asleep while Om continued watching her sleep discretely

Omkar's POV

Now you don't even want to talk to me Ishu. I can't remember a single day in the past 5 years when you didn't try to talk with me while I ignored you. It really hurts now. You know if I could turn back time and erase all the bad things that happened in your life I will, if I could take back the spiteful words I spoke to you I would, if I could change all the horrible memories of the past 5 years with the sweet memories of our love than I would do it without a second thought but the bitter truth is I can't Ishu, I can't do that. I know words and actions hurt more than physical abuse and you've been suffering through all that alone, never disclosing your problems to anyone not even me but I promise you Ishu, I won't let you suffer alone not ever again. I've been silently hurting you all along, I'm sorry for whatever you had to suffer because of me but I promise I'll make up to you for everything. I don't know how but I'll maybe we can still be like we used to be when I could complete your thoughts and you mine, when we didn't need any language or vocabulary to understand or converse with each other. we could just read each other's eyes, our pain connected us, I want it all back but more than that I want you in my life, yes, I'm being selfish here but I can't let you go, we both are imperfect but we complete each other, if I'm all truth your lies balance me, I don't know the value of money I had until I meet you, who knew how important money is for survival. I don't know how I'll make it all right for you but I'll and that's Omkar Singh oberoi's promise to his love. I'm sorry but I can't let you go in this lifetime.