MMORelationship?

Chapter 5 - anger and sadness

that evening, as soon as I got home I picked up my laptop and ran upstairs. I needed companionship more than ever today. My mum was out at the social club today so she couldn't stop me playing Mabinogi all night if I wanted.

So i sat in my favourite place, munching on doritos and playing mabinogi, life really couldn't get any better for me, this is the sort of thing that I just loved too much. Playing a virtual game and not living my real life. I know it's bad but I just loved the notion of making friends without having to actually talk to people, afterall I could be anyone online, and knew any difference.
I had just logged on and there he was, again. Waiting for me, or who he thought I was. "hi, how're you?" I said, my avatar waving at him, and there he was stood right next to me. His avatar laughing like a hiyena. I had him, he'd either give himself away or I would find I'd be able to trust what he'd said. So I started my questioning, and we stood by the grocery shop for hours. 

"you said you wanted me to be your girlfriend" I giggled as I typed this 

"yes I did, why? do you think that's creepy? it's ok if you don't want to be" 

"well, I suppose I would like to"

"oh ok" he was practically falling over himself typing the next scentence "shall we keep it online, at least until I move over to where you live" 

"oh you are moving to the house next to mine" I noted to myself rather that actually asking

"yes I think so, you live in london street right?" 

"well, yeah."

"then yes, I am... it's ok i only found out today, i'm not stalking you or anything lol"

"oh really, that's exciting. I'm looking forward to meeting you then... when're you moving?" 

"i think i'm visiting tomorrow, me and my mum are going on a plane tonight." my heart skipped a beat, he was actually coming... Actually going to live right next door. This was like a dream, this couldn't be happening. 

I was just in the middle of telling him about school and stuff in the uk when my Msn popped up. It was May, or Missymayx to me. 
"how could you!

"what?

"how could you leave me when I was in trouble?"

"May what the hell are you going on about?"

"you didn't come to the disco, you didn't help me, you ignored my tweets and statuses... you just bloody ignored me"

"May, I would neve-

"you did though didn't you, admit it.. you were doing something that day, something more important than your 'best friend'"

"OMG May, i haven't been ignoring you... and I haven't been doing anything other than the normal stuff I do"

"what Mabinogi you mean?"

"well... yeah I've been playing that"

 "you've met someone on there, that's it... that's what you've been doing"

"well... not exactly. Its just a game May, it's not serious, it's a bit of fun" 

"oh so you were off having fun in that ruddy fantasy game while I am at the disco with Jack getting ruddy RAPED" 

"where the hell did you get this from, why are you so angry at me? It wasn't MY fault that jack decided to do that... you should've said NO anyway!!"

"I Hate you sometimes Hannah, you're just so self-absorbed you don't give a damn what happens to me... I could commit suicide and you'd probably just say it doesn't matter, it's not on the internet, and I didn't say no because he had me up against the wall. There, happy now? BITCH!"