So I'm home.. No baby.. I literally begged them to induce me so I could have her but they said there was no need at this time. I literally can barely walk without hurting. I feel terrible because I'm not being the best mother I can to C.J. and I'm being really mean right now because of the pain. I feel like somethings wrong but my doctor says nothings wrong and he keeps sending me home. He hasn't scheduled anymore ultrasounds or anything. I never had any of this with C.J. and that's what's even more scary. I have no one to talk to and I'm so scared for my baby. Call it mother's intuition or call it crazy but I know somethings wrong....
