crisis // phan

six

dan ate his breakfast and put the bowl and the spoon into the dishwasher. he sighed and stared at the bowl in the dishwasher.

"dan?"

dan snapped out of his thoughts and turned to him. "yeah?"

"are you okay?" phil asked. "you zoned out for a second."

"yes, i'm fine, i'm fine."

phil frowned. "are you sure?"

"yes phil! i am sure! i am so fucking sure!" dan nearly shouted and phil flinched.

"o-okay, sorry", phil stuttered quickly and walked into his room and sat on the bed. he took a pillow and hugged it tight. what did i do wrong? does dan hate me now? why am i like this? this is all my fault! i hate myself!

phil started crying quietly into his pillow.

at the same time, dan realised what has happened. he nearly shouted to phil for no reason and made him feel bad about himself, although the only bad person there was dan.

dan bit his lip and walked to phil's room's door. he knocked. "phil?" he asked softly.

"y-yeah?"

dan wanted to punch himself when he heard the sobbing from phil's room. gosh, what had he done?

"can i come in?"

"o-o-okay."

dan opened the door and saw the tears rolling down phil's cheeks while he hugged a pillow.

"oh my god phil, i'm so sorry", dan said and walked to him.

dan wrapped his arms around phil tight. "i'm so so so sorry for shouting at you. i don't know what happened. you just tried to be nice and i shouted and got angry at you, fuck, i am a terrible human. can you please forgive me?"

phil pulled out from dan's grip and looked at him. "i forgive you. i'm sorry for... being too dramatic."

dan smiled a bit. "you don't have to apologise."

phil nodded. "okay."

"and phil?"

"yeah?"

"i love you."

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