My Trembling Heart

Vingt-trois

It's just so hard
And yet I live
Through every
Second of
Roaring pain
Striking at me
As if I deserve
Every single
Piece of
It.

                         But why?
 

Was it me who hurt you or did
    You hurt me? I was the first to leave but it was just temporary. It was only a break from love and life it was to good to be true and yet I came back. The break was only 3 weeks exactly I remember. But then I reminisce to the day before I left and you were gonna ask me if I loved you but I ran and ran and yet you thought I would never come back. That explains why the day I came back and you turned around and a relieved sigh escaped your breathtaking lips for I came back. But is it that I hurt you when I left that til this day this haunting pain keeps following me around. Is it the punishment for what I did to you.

                Did you love me?