Rowans pov
one more week until i get to see my favourite person. I couldn't wait so i decided to facetime her.
for a few seconds i heard nothing but the silence and the beep from the facetime call. She picked up and i screamed "SABRINA ANN LYNN CARPENTER MY WIFE HOW ARE YOU I MISS YOU" she giggled "I miss you too my lil rowboat, oh and "wife?" thats a new one but i dont mind ahah." she answered.
"I mean some fans do ship us abd believe we are actually dating haha can you believe it?" i replied. "well i mean i ship it haha #rowbrina am i right?" i couldn't contain my happiness and smiled so brightly. "Imagine if we dated though? thatd be weird but cute id be such a good girlfriend" i said while laughing softly so it wouldnt be awkward. "I love it we should get rowbrina going, i mean we already act like a couple already so why not be one?" i laughed a bit and she said she needed to go so i ended the call while flopping myself down on my bed staring at the ceiling. Wow this is not good. am i falling in love with my best friend? i almost cried when she said we should be together and honestly maybe i do want to be with her. screw it of course i do shes perfect, but i dont like her. right?
Sabrinas pov
Oh my god. what was that sabrina? I was basically saying me and rowan should date oh my what is wrong with me? i was so close to spilling my feelings that i had to end the call. I still cant believe rowan is so blind that she doesnt see ive been in love with her since i saw her that day in the audition room. Man i was so in love with her and it kills me she doesnt see it. but i can never tell her i mean how can i? shell probably freak out and never want to talk to me again. okay i know that wont happen but i know our friendship would not be the same.
Ive known i wasn't straight literally the first day i met her but i never admitted it to myself until 2 years ago when i dated ughh Bradley. I only dated him to convince myself i was straight but then i realized i wasnt and broke up with him and cried about it. the only people that know im gay are my sister her boyfriend peyton and corey. Corey only knew because he heard me screaming that i was in love with rowan and couldnt stop thinking about her and me being the unobservant person didnt realize he had opened the door. but he was completely supportive.
Okay i vow to myself that i will tell Rowan how i really feel when i get back. Only i didnt know how i was going to do it. Im going to text Corey because he knows how to cheer me up and he gives great advice.
Sabrina: CCOREYYY IM FREAKING OUT I BASICALLY TOLD ROWAN THAT ME AND HER SHOULD BE TOGETHER! HALLPP.
Sabrina: FUCMFKDISEDDBG ANSWER COREY
Sabrina: Corey corey corey corey coreycorey answeŕrrrrrr
Sabrina: answer i will not stop bothering you.
Sabrina: COREYYY!!!!
Sabrina: Cor!! corey answer please i hate u answerrr!!
Corey: OH MY GOD COULDNT YOU WAIT ONE SECOND I WAS HAVING A GREAT MAKE OUT SESH WITH PEYTON YOU JERK AND THEN I HEAR 5000 BUZZES FROM MY PHONE AND THAT OBVIOUSLY RUINED THE MOOD.
Sabrina: oh my god we get it you and peyton are in love whoopie yay for the gays but since ur love life is gr8 wanna help me with mine?
Corey: Ugghh fineee but only because im such a good friend.
Sabrina: awuh thanks cor.
Corey: yeah yeah whatevs what do you want?
Sabrina : well i was planning on telling rowan how i feel next week but idk what to do or say?
Corey: you should like go hang out with her and take her to a nice restaurant and then take her to your place and tell her that you love her. its better to do it at ur apartment so just in case she wants to walk away she doesnt do it in the middle of eating and also if she loves u too the beds closer 😏.
Sabrina: just gonna ignore that last comment but thanks sm corey i owe you one now carry on doing whatever with peyton tell him i say hi
Corey: ur welcome but peytons mad so hes not saying hi hahaha i love him.
Sabrina : OMG HAVE YOU TOLD HIM THAT YOU DO YET??!
Corey : uhh no i havent said ily but i will in my time so bye now gtg
Sabrina: okayy bye cor thanks again
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Rowbrina?
Fanficwhen rowan realizes she has feelings for her bestfriend she's conflicted on whether or not she should tell her.
