(One month later)
Jamila's povIt's been a month in magcon and touring has been so fun and I couldn't be anymore grateful the guys and I became best friends but Shawn hasn't changed he now hates me and the last time he talked to me was him saying 'you did do something wrong' I've been thinking about what I did wrong and it won't pop up, I think so hard about it I feel like my head is going to explode in seconds.
Sighing I continued eating my snack which was a packet of gummy bears I bought yesterday night, I heard the door open to see Nash entering.
"What's wrong blue eyes?" I asked eating another gummy bear
"Nothing I just feel so homesick I miss my family" he falls on my lap as I throw a gummy bear into his mouth.
"Eh I got over it a week later when we started magcon" I say shrugging
"Speaking of family tell me about them?" I asked chewing on another gummy bear.
"I have an older brother his name is will, Hayes you obviously know, and my little half sister skylynn. I have a step mom her names Elizabeth, my actual mom Eloise, and my dad Chad" he breaths out taking a gummy beat out and eating it.
"What about you?" He added
"I'm the oldest, my twelve year old sister Nora, my six year old little brother and my baby sister who's five. My parents are Nick and Inanna" I tell him
We talked for a little while when the door opened again and we Shawn come in quickly looking away the guys started talking.
"Wassup Shawn!" Nash shouts
"Wassup Nash!" Shawn shouts back.
While they were talking I was on my phone going through Instagram and liking some pictures and watching some videos.
"Mila can you and Shawn go downstairs and go get the merch?" Bart barged into the room and asking us
We nodded and headed downstairs to the front lobby we saw three boxes filled with merch, I picked up one of the boxes and was it heavy I saw Shawn struggling for getting the second box so I placed the one I was holding down and helped him.
"I don't need you help" he spat and glared at me.
"Damn I'm trying to do something nice and you're just acting like a jerk!" I grab the box I placed down and picked it up going back up to Bart's hotel room.
"Here" I placed the box down while Shawn placed his down as well.
We walked back to our room but I stopped on the way.
"Can you keep walking?" He said harshly
"Why do you hate me?" I turned around forming my lips in a line.
"What?, Mila just walk!" He said, he tried getting across but me being stubborn I stopped him.
"Shawn would you just fucking tell me why you hate me!?" I push his chest back
"Fine!, you wanna know why!?" He looked at me pissed.
"Because I like you, and you're just being selfish not even caring not even trying to figure out why, you flirted with that guy what's his name Wesley!?, that hurt because that day I was going to tell you I liked you!" He shouted at me
Going in shock and in rage I shouted back.
"Really Shawn!?, that was the third day I met everyone, don't come to me with that bullshit I started getting to know everyone maybe if you stayed nice I would've liked you but now I just hate you, I hate you Shawn Mendes" I walked back to the hotel room I stayed in and dashed into the bathroom and just let my emotions fall out.
