(Three weeks later)
Jamila's povToday was another concert but instead of singing, kind of, we talked to the fans and brought them on stage.
"We'll be answering questions now so Nash will be picking someone first" Gilinsky announced as we see some hands.
Nash picked a girl with beech blonde hair, baby blue eyes, and a perfect everything I kind of got jealous because I saw Shawn checking her out.
"My question is, when will Shamila happen?" I looked at the guys confused.
"Who's Shamila?" I asked into the microphone
"It's yours and Shawn's ship name" I looked at Shawn a laughed a little.
"Whenever Shawn decides to ask out Mila" Nash laughed
After a couple of questions Shawn randomly started singing.
"Cameron Dallas is my boyfriend!" He sang while strumming his guitar making all the girls scream.
"I ship it" I laughed looking at them
"Shameron" I shipped their names together
"I ship it too!" We heard a girl tell causing everyone to laugh.
~after the show~
Everyone was dead tried by the end of the show, Bart had told us that this magcon tour will end in two more months and then the next tour will be in four months.
Reaching the hotel room I shared I saw Shawn was texting someone.
"Who ya texting!?" I took his phone and saw the contact name
Forever mine💞😋
"Who's 'Forever mine'?" I asked as his took his phone back
"My G-Girlfriend" he continued texting her.
He admitted to liking me but had the guts to go start dating another girl, that's bull. Getting off the bed I changed in my pajamas my mods changed to happy, tried, to sad, and broken. I actually liked Shawn.
Laying down on the bed I felt a tear slip down my nose to my cheek.
Am I actually crying over a guy?
I wiped the tear when I heard Nash enter the room laughing.
"She asleep?" Nash asked hearing a muffled yes.
"Mila are you asleep?" He asked, turning around to face him.
"No" I whispered
"Are you ok?, it looks like you've been crying?" Nash asked walking over to me.
"Yeah I was I just miss my f-family" what's with me and lying to Nash about the dumbest things.
"Awe, I miss my family too it's ok" he hugged softy but protectively.
"Thanks" I hugged back to see Shawn staring at us then quickly looking back at his phone.