It's Your Fault - NovaHD

Chapter 4

  It’s Your Fault - Chapter 4   (Hey, since I’ve been a little shit with updating I just wanted to say I’m sorry.)

 

 Im so stupid, I repeated to myself for the hundredth time in the past hour. After the initial shock of what happened wore off, I rushed to catch James but it was too late. If only I could go back in time and stop that asshole from leaving.  I swear if he dares to come back here and acting like nothing happened, I will punch him in his sexy face without regret. That fucker better know he can’t get away with shit like that.

 

 I honestly wasn’t even mad at James, I was pissed at myself for not taking the opportunity to finally have his lips against mine. I might sound like I’m thirsty, but goddamn we were a second away from kissing. There was no denying the look in his eyes, I had seen it plenty of times in my own. I was far passed the point of trying to reject my feelings for James. I’m 21, I can only resist my selfish wants for so long.

 

 Oh that note, I wonder when James start seeing me in a not so friendly way. Was it when I had pinned him down that one night or something that happened today? I don’t usually put much thought into things like this, but once again it seems like James is the exception.  

 

After a few more minutes of ranting in my head, I head over to the kitchen to get something to drink before hearing the sound of the front door opening. Anticipation filled my chest as I glanced over to see who it was. For the first time, I was actually a bit disappointed to see Eddie standing in the doorway.

 

“Hey, papi!” Eddie threw his hoodie onto the kitchen counter, before giving me a hug. “I haven’t seen you in forever!”

 

“You saw me last night.” Eddie shrugs his shoulders as I roll my eyes at him. I open the fridge and pull out a Root Beer, tossing one to Eddie as well.

“So, are you here for a reason?” Eddie gasps, acting as if I offended him.

“Of course I am! I’m all about business, no fun.” He tries to keep a straight face, but ends up bursting into laughter and giggles. After composing himself he continues, “I’m actually here to do some voice acting for Whordan, but that shit doesn’t seem to be here.”

 

 “Yeah, he left about an hour again with Dan and James.” Eddie looks at me weirdly.

 

 “You ok, Aleks? I haven’t hear your voice crack since high school. Maybe you’re finally hitting puberty.” I shove Eddie playfully, pretending to be angry.

 

 “Yo, fight me kid.” Eddie laughs, shaking his head at me.

 

 “You seem to forget I’m Puerto Rican, I’ll fuck you up.” He tackles me trying to throw me over his shoulder as I lift his shirt over his head, trying to keep myself on the ground. I’m able to land a few punches until Eddie finally achieves getting me over his back. Tossing me onto the couch, Eddie sits on my chest, making sure I don't have the strength to stand back up.

 

 I try my hardest to wiggle out, but it’s impossible to do with Eddie crushing my lungs. “Get off me you fat fuck.”  He just laughs at me before finally getting up, letting cool air fill my body once again.

 “I almost forgot how fun it was to beat you up.” I punch his once more, before he walks away giggling. Wrestling around with Eddie had made me calm down some, but I still was on edge about James. I just wanted him to come back so we can hopefully finish what we started. I decide to lay on the couch for a bit, almost falling asleep when I feel someone put their hand on my shoulder.

 “Hey Aleks, we need to talk.”