Never been Inlove(a Chris Brown love story)

Prologue

Faith:

It is believed that a soulmate exists for almost everyone, if not for everyone.I just can't believe in them cause I'm not quiet convinced.

What if your soulmate, your "significant " other as they would put is a total nimrod? Are you allowed to leave them or you just have to sit through the bullshit ,cause it is believed that he's the "one" what if they're already married? Does that make you a home breaker?

Growing up I've always thought that my parents were inlove, Daddy made a decision that tore our family apart.He lost his job and momma couldn't provide for us all on her own being that she always worked on contract.the argued more and more till momma had her breaking point and just did not care anymore... he has failed her as a husband, and has failed his two daughters as a father.I always thought our love for each other would get us by but u guess sometimes love isn't good enough...

It doesn't sound all bad does it? Sorry but your not the one who had to wonder what you and your little sister are gonna eat during the day, your obviously not the one who had to wonder when your next hot shower will be, cause electricity has been cut off, you were not the one who was eating from dustbins. or comforting your little sister cause she's wondering when next is momma gonna be home.

Momma couldn't stand daddy anymore , she always had excuses not to be home and forgetting all about her children, I forgot what a parents love felt like,how can I bring myself to "love" when I grew up with no love? Daddy messed up my whole perspective of love, I always thought my parents were soulmates but they why are they not together?