Never been Inlove(a Chris Brown love story)

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                    Faith

"Are you sure you know what your doing, Faith.I hope don’t have to worry about her turning into some sort of bridezilla?"

rolls eyes"I know this is out of my element  but have a little Faith in me Mom."

"You're not be planning on being a bridesmaid?"

"Faithkie don't you know if you become a bridesmaid more than once you're most luckily to never get married?"

"Please  mother , when will you stop living in a world filled with

Superstitions?"

"That  is  why I'm turning 51 without any grandchildren."

"There is NOWAY  am I having a child out of wedlock .I would never, never wish for anybody to experience what i've been through. And Don't you dare tell me about marriage! If it is so GREAT then tell me why your divorced? For the second time. So DON'T you dare!"

Sigh"People get divorced in life,

falling out of love happens a lot, it doesn't mean I didn't try

or that I just tried to ruin your life. I know it hurt like hell, but

Honey God puts people in our life for a reason and puts them out for ever a better reason."

"I know Mama , Do you think I wana be like this? Well I can't help but be afraid...The thought of Love just scares me, okay. My own father didn't even love me enough to stay let alone my step father. So who are you to tell me you love me? When the man that was supposed to be my first love walked out on me.

Is it bad mama, that i can't even give myself permission to try and love another man? I can't even let anyone love me because of these broken scars"

"It's okay honey if your little sister was able to find a man , I'm sure you can too. Hope might even have one of Michael's friends to hook you up with."

God for one second can we just focus on ME.

I hate how my mom never believes in me , she is always comparing me to Felicia. Growing up I used to hate being compared to her, It made my accomplishments pale in comparison from state championship trophies in Softball to her name constantly being on the school's honor roll.

Don't get me wrong I may not be "the smartest person on Earth" like her little Princess, I don't seem to have bad nature.Definately NOT an Airhead.

But today Ladies and Gentlemen  I own a multi-million dollar telecommunications company, It would be sad if Mommy Dearest ever finds out what her "little Princess" gets up to at night. The girl is throwing her life away by becoming a stripper if you ask me. She could have easily accepted my job offer but she wants to get Naked for some hummered boys.

Now she's getting married  to some bigshot rapper, Tyga. From the looks of it she's happy , I might not be big on Love but she has my blessing.I am just sick and tired of people questioning me when I'm going to settle down and start a family. I'm only 26 years old not 30. I refuse to be caught up in my moms opinion, she is not the world. I'll always have my positive aspects and talents and if she doesn't recognise them that's too bad. And if she thinks I need a man to make me

Happy? Boy does she have it all wrong.