As I stood there, leaning my body against the doors rim, holding my books while I was staring at them, I thought to myself, 'is it worth it? Do I break it off, then trust no one?' At the moment, there is no one to trust in this hell hole. There is no one to talk to, no one to say hi or even look dead in the eyes anymore.
"I was hurt. I don't understand though, was there anything I did wrong for you to do this to me? Riley, if you are watching this, you are a complete douche. Yes, it took me a while, heck, i knew from the start that you were a complete fuckboy, but what could I do? I loved you the moment I laid my eyes on you. Anyway, back to the story..."
I tried to let out more of the story, but I just couldn't. A tear left my eye, and I said only five words. A simple sentence. "Sorry, see you at school" and at that moment, I closed my laptop, sculled down my tea and went straight to bed. My throat burning as the tea was still hot, I started to cry, and I cried myself to sleep.
The next morning, my alarm went off an hour early. I usually get up at 8am, but this time, it went off at 7am. 'I don't want to go to school. I stopped the god damn live stream, people are going to think I am a fake liar.' I thought to myself, but who am I kidding? People thought that as soon as I started dating Riley. Probably the worst decision to make in my life to be honest.
I look at my school clothes which were neatly folded on my bedside table, as well as a cup of water and my pain killers. "Life sucks" I mumble to myself as I swallow the tablets whole. I tasted the metalic-powder, and the flavor didn't leave my mouth for another minute. I then call out to my mother, Rachelle. "Mum!?"
She then replied within seconds.
"Yes hunny?!"
"I'm not going to school today!"
"Ok, but please do some house work later? I would really appreciate it!!"
I then close my eyes, inhale, then exhale.
'Ok'
I turn to look at my computer, then take a step out of the warmth, and into the world of mighty powerless me.
"Hello again. I am sorry I shut it off last night, I was..."
I tried to think of an excuse.
"Tired. Really tired"
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Bad Boys
Teen FictionA 16 year old girl has had a tough past. She lives in a world where No one tells the truth, and just lie for the sake of it. All the guys that she has liked, and her ex boyfriend ended up being total douche bags. Maybe this one guy will change her m...
