Bandanas

Good Bye

(RYANNS POV)

This morning my dad and I loaded up a truck which was taking my stuff to a ship that would go over to Europe. I'm leaving some of my stuff behind because I'll be coming back to visit. It's been three days and all the guys are coming back to Louisiana so I can tell them the news. I'm actually on my way to tell Malahia about it now. She was on a Cruise and is only getting home today. I leave tomorrow. I'll have one day with all the boys and Mahogany and Malahia. While I'm packing my last suit case which I'll take on the plane, my dad is picking up everyone from the airport and Jenny is picking up pizza.

I heard the door open but it took a while to shut. Then I heard them all. Well shit.

"RYANN" that's Malahia. I heard her running up the stairs. No. No. No. She can't know yet. I jumped up and ran out of my room and stood in front of my door.

"How was the Cruise!"

"I'll tell you all about it! but can we go into your room. It's a long story." He tried to reach for my door knob. I don't think so.

"Let's just go downstairs"

"Let's not. Taylor has a girl with him" wait what?

"Umm. Okay."

That caught me off guard and Mal opened my door.

"Ry? what's going on. Why is thee only a bed and your dressers?"

"Umm. I need to tell you something."

"Go on." She's mad.

"I'm moving to Europe with my mom"

"Wait what?" Surprising enough that didn't come from Malahia but it came from Taylor.

"Yes Taylor I'm moving to Europe." He can leave. After I said it a second time Malahia ran out of my room.

"Ryann can we talk?" Taylor was begging me with his eyes.

"About?"

"Us. "

"There is no us."

"I know. "

"Go on. "

"I'm sorry that I kissed Rose. But I'm in love with her. She was my first everything. I'll always love her. And I loved you but I guess it wasn't as much. I enjoyed our time together and I feel terrible."

"You know Taylor. I still love you. I will always love you. I thought we had everything. I thought we were perfect. But I was wrong. Once again." I didn't want him to see me cry. I turned away and went downstairs to tell everyone else. But then again I get the feeling that Malahia told them already.

When I walked downstairs Aaron was holding Malahia on his lap while she cried.

"Why?" That all Cam could say.

"I want to start over."

"Because of Taylor?" I looked over at Rose who had a sad smile on her face and was fiddling her fingers.

"No."

"Then why!" Woah. I was not expecting that. And it wasn't from Cam.

"Matt."

"Why do you want to leave us all!"

"I want to get to know my mom more. I want to meet someone who will love me. I want to be normal."

"You're a famous viner though, you'll never be normal!"

"Actually I'm quitting vine. I want to have a normal life. Where I can go out and not be noticed. Where people won't want to be my friends for fame."