Chapter 3 No Care At All

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The next morning when I woke up my markers were all over the ground. I glanced around the room. No one was here. I got up to go check my phone. No messages from anyone. Where the hell did Ryker and Sophia go? While waiting I picked up my mess of markers putting my coloring stuff back in my little space box I had. Very sleepy me was craving hot chocolate at the moment. Grabbing my teddy bear and a dollar I walked out into the hall. A few people were roaming and gave me some questioning looks but I didn't care. It was early, no one was in the room, and I wanted my coco. When I got to the shop we have I went inside and asked for a hot chocolate handing over the money. To kill some time I just walked around the huge building. Carrying my hot chocolate and teddy in my PJs. I clearly didn't care how I looked. Ben was outside his room relaxing in the hall.

"Well you look like shit." He exclaimed. I snorted, he was right. "You here for Luke?"

"No just roaming around that's all." I smiled at him. I continued walking after saying good bye to Ben. I finished my hot chocolate before I reached the room so I threw it in a hallway trash can. When I was walking down the hall I noticed Ryker outside the door looking all over as if he lost something. We made eye contact as I got closer. For a second I could see that he was upset but the next he was blank and walked into the room like nothing happened. When I got into the room I tossed Beary on the bed and walked over to the fridge.

"Ryker, can I make some eggs?" I asked. He didn't repsond so I repeated myself. After a few times I realized he was ignoring me. I pulled out the eggs any ways. I get that it was early but what the fuck. My eggs turned out great. I made my favorite, fried eggs. It was Sunday so I had no classes or meetings to worry about. Today was going to be a nice relaxing day for me I hope. Sophia had came back and we started watching the Lion King together. Singing along and having fun for a bit. Ryker was busy doing work on his computer. She tried to be sneaky and eat some candy but he had yelled at her. I messed up lyrics while singing along and yelled out a swear. Nothing, he didn't say anything. Sophia even was slightly confused by it too. Why was he telling her off but not me? I didn't understand.

Ryker left to take Sophia to see a friend so I took the chance to stuff my face with candy. By the time he came back I had candy wrappers sprawled all over my bed and my tummy was aching. "Ryker, I don't feel good." I whined.

"You know where the medicine is at." He replied sharply. Ouch, what about taking care of me? Annoyed I got up throwing away all the wrappers. I found some stomach ache medicine and took it. I laid back down on my bed with my phone to scroll a bit more. I made a Snapchat story saying "fuck bitches get money" and a few more with other profanities hoping it'd set him off when he seen them. That didn't work, he acted like nothing happened. Some of my friends messaged me about it, usually I'd be in a lot of trouble for this. I wasn't sure how I felt about the whole situation, I was upset. Yet I was somewhat okay with it. He wasn't mad and I could be more independent, I guess.

The next few days went the same way. I would step out of line and he wouldn't say anything. The only time he did something for me was to wake me up in time for classes or make my dinner. It was hard getting up in the morning since I was staying up super late from all the sugar I kept eating. I was eating so much candy that it was starting to make me not like candy as much. I was sitting in class that was directed more towards learning about scenes in itself and aftercare. Me, Sophia, Luke, Ethan, and Oliva all had the class together. The person next to me wouldn't stop tapping their foot on the ground and it was starting to anger me.

"Can you fucking stop? Thanks" I yelled out over the teachers lecture. The girl looked slightly embarrassed with me yelling at her. The teacher, Mistress Ann stopped talking. All eyes were on me.

"What is going on?" the teacher asked.

"Nothing, it's done and over with." I said rolling my eyes.

"Okay I'm going to have to ask you to keep quiet during my lectures and to watch your language in my classroom." She smiled at me trying to be sweet. I rolled my eyes again and mumbled "whatever." My patience have been running out lately. I honestly didn't even care about my behavior. I've hardly gotten any attention all week and everyone's been too busy to hang out with me. A note was placed on my desk and I looked over, everyone's eyes were glued to the teacher. I opened the piece of paper "what has gotten into you lately?" signed by Luke. I quickly jotted down "nothing has, what do you mean?" I folded the note back up and gave it to the person sitting next to me to pass back to Luke. He rolled his eyes after he read my message then wrote some more.

"Your attitude, you don't act this bad what's going on?"

"None of your fucking business."

after he got that messaged he crumpled up the paper and shoved it in his pocket. He sat with his arms crossed. What was his fucking problem too? I was an adult I can do whatever the hell I wanted to! I got bored with the class and pulled out my phone playing on this Tsum Tsum app I had. A ruler came down on my desk making me jump out of my chair.

"Hand over the phone." Miss Ann said holding out her hand.

"No it's mine fuck off." I held my phone behind my back.

"This is your last warning Emma, you either give me your phone and correct your attitude or you can wait in my office." The whole class was staring at us. I mumbled "whatever" loud enough for her to hear and then shoved my phone into her hand and sat back down. The 2 hour period seemed to take forever and when it was finally over I grabbed my phone after giving the teacher a bit of sass. Everyone's been annoying the last few days. Thankfully later I had art class. Maybe that will help me relax, I hoped. I waited around in the room for awhile before having to go to class with Sophia and Olivia.

The class was taught by Mrs. Clark who was a really sweet kind lady. She informed us that today would be a free paint day, so all we had to do was paint. I refused to talk to anyone, I was in the zone painting. I overheard someone praising a girls artwork. I turned to look and scoffed. It didn't look good at all. It looked like she just splattered paint all over. I realized I had said that out loud. "Miss Williams, we do not judge someone else's artwork like that in this classroom. Please apologize." I said sorry to the girl but her friend still kept giving me a dirty look.

"Take a picture it'll last longer bitch." I spat at the girl who kept staring at me with her stupid beady eyes. She jumped up and headed my direction.

"Why would I want a picture of your ugly face?" I'm pretty sure she couldn't think of anything else to say. She was getting to close to my face so I shoved her shoulders forcing her backwards.

"Stay the fuck out of my face." I was getting fired up again. The whole class was staring yet there was no sign of the teacher. The girl slapped me so I grabbed the collar of her shirt, turned her around and made her bend backwards against the table. We continued with our brawl, getting more and more violent by the moment. Mrs. Clark came rushing back into the yelling at us to stop. We continued fighting each other digging nails into one another. I punched her in the face a few times as she tried to yank my hair. The fight ended after the male teacher from the next room tore us apart.

He had his wrist on both of our arms dragging us to the office. When we got there I was made to take a seat in a plastic blue chair. I rolled my eyes this was stupid. I refused to speak to the principal and just stared at him. The other girl started speaking telling her side of the story. I started to get angry because she was telling lies to make herself look good. I bursted with anger actually telling him the truth of what happened. I wasn't afraid to admit I did wrong. Although I didn't regret it. Ryker had to come pick me up from the office. The principal told our Dom's to take care of situation. I had to wait longer to leave while Ryker spoke with the principal, his dad. Definitely was getting impatient. Ryker walked me back to the room but said nothing. I get into a fight and yet still nothing. It was like he didn't even care anymore. Why was I not being corrected or yelled at? I had no rules and no enforcement. He let me do whatever I wanted. I didn't like this Olivia wasn't being treated like this. I went to bed with this still racking my brain. I didn't know what to do anymore.

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