I Need You

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Laurance's POV
I smile as we reach the café. I quickly jump out of the car, not looking in the backseat. I quickly run in to avoid the questions of the awaiting people in the car.

The bell chimes as I walk into the small cute café. It's so simple its like Im not even famous. I walk up to the counter to see a dark-skinned girl with her chocolate brown hair in a ponytail. I smile at how simple life can be, without the pressures of posting a video everyday to which I really need to get back on. My fans probably think I died along with Garroth.

"Excuse me miss but can I get a frappe please?" I ask the girl. She turns and her eyes widen at the sight of me. Her mouth grew into a huge grin as she spoke, trying not to squeal.

"O-Of C-Course m-Mr. L-Laurance!" she said as she started to work. I lifted my eyebrow in confusion.

"Um... How much?" I ask. She shakes her head and hands me the finished frappe.

"Its on the house for you making me laugh for so long." she smiles brighter. I sigh and dig out two twenties and place them on the counter.

"Everything has a price my dear." I say and she blushes and starts laughing as I sit down, waiting for the three clowns that brought me here.

I looked out the window at the many couples walking hand in hand down the pier, probably headed towards the ocean. I frown and I take a sip of the frappe. I understand why Garroth likes them so much. Its so much like a slushie its not funny. Though I laugh anyway to myself and wait.

Finally the pair of bluenettes and the dark brunette sit down at the table I was at and started talking. Dante's hair was a mess and so was Vylad's... Indicating what happened in the backseat. I smirk and take another sip of Garroth's favorite thing.

"So have you been working on any projects recently Laurance?" some one asks which snaps my attention from the window.

"Uh...um... No not...not really." I answer, just wanting to be with my love at the moment. Katelyn sighs and shakes me. She looks me in the eyes and says

"Laur, this really needs to stop. Its not healthy for you. How about we just collab together on a game? That'll cheer you up. Lets head back to your place and set you up before we all leave to our own computers to play with you. I'll call you all on Skype." she says and I smile small. I guess gaming with friends would be ok. I nod, earning a smile from Katelyn.

"Great! Lets head out!" she said as she started to head out. I looked at her and shouted.

"Don't let Dante pick the music this time!" I say and she laughs and nods. I look to Vylad who looked relieved while Dante was pouting. I roll my eyes and head out too, meeting Katelyn up front.

"Hey Laurance... I know how much Garroth means to you but..." I hear Katelyn start as I climbed in front.

"But what? What's wrong with loving that man? That beautiful blonde?" I ask, my blood starting to boil, thinking I knew what she was going to say.

"Well its not worth killing yourself over. With or without Garroth your still you. You can't just act like life has no meaning when he's not there." She says. I snap.

"Really? Cause to me, Garroth is my everything! My baby! My life has no meaning without him! I love him more than I have ever loved anyone else. Im not going to lose him again. Forget the collab. Im seeing him." I say and she sighs.

"Laurance you know Im rig-" she starts before I give her a stop signal.

"That's enough. Now are you going to take me? Or am I going to have to walk home myself and get my car?" I ask. She frowns but doesn't answer. I roll my eyes and get out, starting to walk towards the direction of my house while I hear Katelyn screaming at me from her car. I ignore her screams and put in my earbuds to listen to my favorite band. Garroth's right though... I really do love panic. But not as much as that cute blondie.

Play music now.

This is gospel for the fallen ones locked away in a permanent slumber. Assembling their philosophies from pieces of broken memories.

I start to sing along a bit as I crossed the street, only a mile away from home.

"Oh woah. (This is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart) Gnashing teeth and criminal tongues conspiring against the odds. But they haven't seen the best of us yet." I sing, my voice getting louder as I make my way down the sidewalk, determined to see that blonde.

"If you love me let me gooooo. If you love me let me gooooo. Cause these words are knives and often leave scars, the fear of falling apart." I wonder what Garroth's dreaming about? I'd feel terrible if he had a nightmare and couldn't wake up from it. Oh no... I start sprinting as the song played, giving me motivation to see him.

This is gospel for the vagabonds, Ne’er-do-wells, and insufferable bastards. Confessing, their
apostasies, led away by imperfect impostors.

Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart
Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

Don’t try to sleep through the end of the world
Bury me alive
'Cause I won’t give up without a fight

If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
‘Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

Oh, the fear of falling apart
Oh, the fear, the fear of falling apart

I smile finally once I get to my car and I start the engine.

Don't worry Gar-Gar. Im coming.

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