What will you do if i leave? he asked
i will go back to what i was
just a little stronger, keeping in mind my flaws
just a little careful, she said
my heart wont ever beat for anyone
ever again, in my life
cuz to my love, and my emotions
your malicious brain, served the purpose of a knife
that killed me from inside
ruined, distorted
i take charge of all my mistakes
wont let you come back
no matter how much happiness i lack
i am stupid, ain't i?
when i know the truth of the fireflies
they just shine for a second
and off the next
ignoring all the cries
like the short span of joy
leaving us at unrest
but i will keep in mind
this truth this time
so i know when you arrive
and i put my armor on,
wont let you take in control the drive
just because once i was naive
not anymore, i am much strong
the doors will be closed for you forever long.