ALEX why?

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Alex’s POV

I stare at the towel in horror I have to get help this time I had gone too far only one person I knew would understand and try to help I had to talk to her she is the only one I can trust telling about my problem she knows she was helping then her ex had to do what he did… she had moved about a year ago I had been fine to start with we called texted but I was back at the start again she wouldn’t be happy but I had to get some help I walk to my computer and log onto Skype I sit down and scroll down the list until I find it the name I want I click happy that she was on her face pops up 

“hey Alex what's up?”

she ask as i wipe tears from my eyes

“I was hoping you would come on you’re the only one I can trust crizy”

I say as she  smiles

“what's up?”

she asks  as i take a big breath

“well first off please don’t yell get angry or hate me ok?”

I ask

“ok Alex I promise”

she says looking at me

“well I've started again and I can’t stop”

I look at crystal who knows what I mean straight away

“oh Alex what happened you were doing so well”

she says as I start to sob

“aw alee don’t cry I'm not mad just shocked I thought you had stopped”

she says as I look up

“I had but then me and jack broke up and I hit rock bottom again”

I say as crystal’s face shows she knows what I mean the same thing had happened with her when jerry did what he did only most of her cuts were from him when they broke up she didn’t cut deep enough to scar but I did

“its ok alee I know what you mean would the marker work?”

she asks I hadn’t thought of that last time she had told me to draw cuts with a red pen it had worked a little but I knew It wouldn’t this time

“nah it won’t work”

I say as she frowns here we go…

Crystal’s POV

“Nah it won’t work”

Alex says I frown ok new plan then

“uhh what about the ice?”

I ask another shake of the head

“I need someone here to motivate me”

she says as I think of a list of possible people

“I know you won’t want your parents to know but what about max?”

I ask as she looks up again

“max?”

she asks as I nod

“max could help”

I say as she smiles

“max is like the male version of you that could work”

she says as I smile the male version of me?? I had never thought of that me and max were the best of friends from day one we got on so well the more I thought of it the more I realised she was right

“would you like me to talk to him?”

I ask as she nods

“I haven’t spoken to max in ages are you sure he’ll help?”

she asks

“of course he will its max oh and I think I have another idea to help you along do you mind if I tell one of my roommates? He won’t tell anyone I promise if he does I will kick him”

I say as she thinks about it

“if you think it will help”

I smile

“oh I think it will”

I say as she smiles

“oh how I have missed you crizy”

she says as her dad yells for her

“I've missed you to alee I’ll ask max and I will be here whenever just text ok?”

I ask as she smiles

“bye”

 we say as the call ends I call max straight away and tell him he agrees to help and thinks my idea will help Alex stop I end the call and walk into the lounge

“long shower”

Niall notes from the couch

“I ended up having a nice call with a old friend”

I say as Niall looks up

“oh?”

he asks

“nothing bad”

I say smiling I look at Zayn and mouth I need to talk to you he nods and I walk into the kitchen Zayn follows about a minute later

“so?”

he asks as I motion for him to take a seat…

sorry it took a while i had homework and needed sleep :P plus i was on liams page waiting for 3M daddy direction now has 3M followers guys :D i have school but will update asap :) bear with me :)

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