Regret Me!

Chapter 1

Chapter 1.

Dream~

Mommy!!moooommmmm! I shouted from over her shoulder. " can we please go home now I'm TIREED and sleepy."

"We're almost there just a little bit mo-" she was cut off by a menacing growl from behind the trees. She became tense, looking around with a look of panic on her face, lifting her head to smell the air "rogue" she growls.

" Alice listen to me okay sweetheart, I'm going to need you to run as fast as your little legs can carry you" she tried to lighten up the situation  but the look on her face was give her away, she was scared " go back to the house. I love you more then anything in the entire world that's why you've got to go okay. " She says while see wipes my tears with her hand.

"I don't understand, mom why can you come with him. Please come with me! Come with me please!!" Pulling at her arm begging her to move in the direction of the house, she shook her head and shrugging me off.

" go"

That moment when she turned to look back at me the rogue tackled her so I ran and I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. I finely arrived I searched for my dad in panic. I scream " Dad!!!Dad please!!!" He came rushing down the stairs with the alpha coming to my side he grabbed my shoulders.

" Hannah, what happened? Where's your mother" frantically urging me to tell him what occurred just moments ago in the woods.

"it's mom she-shes in the woods, we ran-rogue." As soon as those words left my mouth dad instantly tensed and started to run after moms scent the alpha and myself in toe.

Upon our arrival, all we saw was red everywhere the grown was soaked in the dark substance painting the ground with my mother. It looked as though they'd torn her body apart and used her limbs as brushes on the ground.

My legs gave out from under me barely able to stomach the sight before me I crumbled into a mess on the ground staring at the scene before me. There was my father holding mom' head in his hand face hot with anger and sorrow.

I had zero knowledge of how to handle this situation one minute she was there and the next gone, all gone. My father abruptly stood up moving in my direction. " this is your fault by beautiful Caroline is dead and it's your fault"  

- end of flashback

Waking up to blurred vision and liquid seeping out of your eye sockets are one of the multiple pleasures of my life here at Ravenhill California. Every night, I remember that day was when everything change.

Everything little piece of happiness once present in my life disappeared into thin air, my mother and my faintly just vanished. I was no longer favored and loved now I receive scraps from the pack dinner and am constantly harassed by the sadistic wolves in my pack.

After, my mothers death my pack began blaming me for their beta female's death, I was excluded from the pack, abused on a daily bases by those who were meant to cherish me the most. No one cared I was alone in a pack with 300 people. They believe happiness for someone like me isn't an option. So after my moms funeral, I was moved to a small room with a bathroom,a box for my clothes and a twin bed.

We should get ready for school- Hannah

Removing the worn duvet off me I stumbled my way into the bathroom dreading the idea of going to school today. Discarding my clothes, in the mirror I saw a girl with long blonde hair that reaches a little past her waste with blue eyes with sliver specks but they aren't as lively as they used to be but dull and boring.

stepping into my supposed shower and using my flower scented body wash and vanilla scented shampoo, I did my business. Once I was done I stepped out of the bathroom and made my way to my box of clothing and pulled out my black long sleeved shirt and pulled black ripped shorts. Which were like that when I bought them. Bringing my hair into a side braid, i rushed down stairs grabbing my backpack.

entering the school doors I was met with numerous glares from my pack, prompting me to keep my head down and avoid any eye contact with the hostile animals.

" hey fat fuck why didn't you take my advice yesterday!!" The annoyingly high pitched voice said. I turned only to be met with the one and only Courtney, instead of replying to her I turn and walk the opposite direction. " dumbass didn't you hear me!! No ones wants you her so why can't you just spare the world of your worthless existence and just kill yourself!!"

Even, though I need how ridiculous her words were tears still  threatened to overflow but reluctant to give her any sort of satisfaction I held them back, "Are you gunna cry now Alice? Are you gunna run to mommy now your nothing but a slut!" She spat.

" I find this really comical your calling ME a slut when YOU can't keep your legs closed for longer the 2 fucking minutes!! "

Oh my god Caroline stop talking.

"Oh my god, If I'm the slut then what the fuck are you?! You open your legs for any guy who calls you fucking special just because you don't get enough attention from your mommy,"

I'm so getting my ass kicked later

"but how can she give you any attention when she's screwing anything that moves too. What can I say like mother like daughter Courtney!" I look around to find shocked faces everywhere but when I look at Courtney she looked absolutely mortified. I would've broken out in dance if I was so fucked right now. Running over with her six inch heels. Courtney tries to through a punch directly in my eye quickly blocking it. I punch her in the face hearing a sickening crack. The hallway became deathly quiet while Courtney looks at me like she was about to kill me but instead she speeds in then direction of the crowd and storming out of the school doors.

Um wow - Hannah

Was that a little much?

Yep

'MATE' Hannah shouted