A Girl in Love

Where do I begin? How can I tell him--no. I don't want him to know. I wanted to express my feelings for him without him really knowing it. Vague right? I myself don't exactly know what I wanted to do. To let him know or not. To confess or just keep my mouth shut. Ahhhhhh!!!!! I simply don't know! All I know is there this guy, a guy who can makes me smile when he smiles, and a guy who can make me stutter in my speak, a guy whom I simply like and yes! He's one of my friends. That's why I'm having all these troubles. I don't want to put our friendship on the line, perhaps I don't know if He considered me as one of his friends. See that! I told you. I have no confidence in these. at all. I am crazy. I know that. I know for a fact that writing this----whatever you call this thing and like talking to myself is simply crazy. But what can I do? I have no one to tell it to, especially not to him. I'd rather die than let him know that I like him or I love him? Nah, I haven't reach that stage yet. Right now, I'm enjoying this feeling of having a "crush" on him. What? A crush?! That's so elementary. Well, whatever. I like Him. I like Mike. And this is my story. Deal with it.