Stuck in love

Chapter 7: Exposed

I wake up early and turn to face Jace. But Jace isnt here. I sit up and look around. He left his phone. I pull myself over the bed and grab his phone and held it close to me.

"Go through it!" Brielle said from her bed.

I turn over and face her

"How did you know this isnt mine?"

"Well I came in at like one in the morning and I saw this naked dude laying with you. I told him to leave and he ended up staying for like 30 minutes sitting on the edge of your bed. After he got dressed of course. He explained that your the best girlfriend in the world and blah blah blah. So im assuming its his phone. Now go thorough it and see if hes the best boyfriend."

"I can't do that."

(bang bang bang)

Brielle jumped out of bed and opened the door with serious aggression.

"Who the hell is pounding like that on my damn door at fucking 8 in the morning?"

Emily came running up to me. Tears running down her face. Makeup smeared and every thing.

"Where were you? Huh? After you came to visit me, where did you go? To Jaces maybe? Maybe to spy on us? Maybe even record us? Dont lie to me. I know its you! Who else would do this?"

"Emily! How could you do that to me? You harass my boyfriend then have sex with myyy boyfriend? Who the fuck do you think you are? Defiantly not my bestfriend!"

"Why? Wh- why would you post this? This is possible the meanest thing you could ever do to me. Do you know how many people are making fun of me? How many people are harrasing me? They are bullying me on social media! Calling me these awful names. Especially a terrible bestfriend. Im sorry your boyfriend wanted me but how could he not? Just because he wants me dosent mean you can expose me. Take it down. Now! Bitch! Now!"

"Sorry to interrupt, hi, im Brielle and by the way Jace talkes about Ashlynn.. Its true love."

"Well I guess he loves me too." Emily implies with a lip smack.

Brielle rolls her eyes."No hunntttty. Its called lust. He has no love for you. At all. Understand?"

Emily glares and sticks up the middle finger as she mubbles stuff under her breath while leaving (thankfully).

"Well. Jace didn't tell me all this last night. But wait? If you knew he slept with her, why was Jace sleeping with you last night?" Brielle asked me politely.

"I love him. Alot. I dont know."

"If you love him so much why would you post them having sex? Wouldn't you think he's probably getting hate for it too?"

I unlock Jaces phone. His password is 'ashes' and mine is 'jacelynn'.

When I unlocked his phone he had a ton of messages. I looked at half of them they were terrible. Guys were congratulating him while girls were calling him a fuckboy for cheating. Some girls and guys asked if they can be fucked next...um no.

"Im scared. Brielle. I dont want Jace to find out. Everything was going so good last night. Did I seriously mess everything up? With him and my bestfriend. I shouldn't of posted that. What was I thinking?"

Brielle comes closer to me and hugs me tight. She told me everything is okay and everything will work itself out. To clam me down she asked if I wanted to go the the campus café. Of course I said yes.

When I walked in, it was almost dead silent. Alot of whispers though. And pointing. At me.

I sat down at a table near the corner. Brielle went to go buy us some food. While she was in line Jace found me in the café. He didn't look happy. I think its too late.

He sits down across from me.

I look down with shame and asked him "Are you mad at me?"

"Im upest. Im upset you posted that. But im angry. Furious if that, but at myself. I want to apologize, for the pain that I caused. I messed up. Big time and I dont know whats going to happen to us next. But I love you. Alot, way more than what I show. Which sounds really bad, I know. I love you Ashlynn."

I passed his phone to him.

He grabs his phone and slightly (falsely)smiles as he walkes away reading them.

I've been kinda numb for the past few days. I eventually took it down. Its only been a few days. Yet it feels like forever. All I've been seeing for these pass days was Emily crying and Jace kind of ignoring me. The only talk me and Jace had was small talk. Not even gonna lie. I've been crying alot lately. I miss the way things use to be. I wanna know they changed.

Am I a bad girlfriend?