I've been really quite and to myself. Its actually pretty nice,to be honest. I was taking a stroll around the campus before my first class day started. I found out we have like a secret campus garden few days ago. Im so glad I found it. It looks like something that came from heaven or something. Since its been like two weeks I havent talked to Jace or Emily this garden is like my home. Its where I've been going to relax and take my mind off stuff.
I went to the little pond and lifted my short skirt up even higher. I sat in the grass and let my legs dangle and sway in the restful water. It was so peaceful and quiet, it was like I was meditating. As soon as I closed my eyes I heard footsteps, which is weird because I never saw anybody back here yet. I turn around and it was jace. I dont know how to feel about seeing him.
"Mind if I sit?" Jace asked even though I know hes going to sit even if I say no.
"Sure."
"Can you please take down the video?"
"I believe its what you deserve. I dont want to take it down."
"I cant be around you if your going to keep that up for everyone to see. Its embarrassing. And if we are together its going to make you look stupid for taking me back. Please take it down."
"Damn maybe you actually have a point for once. Not only would I look stupid for taking you back I'll also feel stupid. Hmm."
"Ouch.Will you atleast accept my apologe?"
"I love you. But fuck you. Goodbye Jace."
"Baby. I love you too. You're acting crazy. I get that you're still upset so i'll give you some time to think about this. Okay?"
"I had a two weeks to think about this. Im 100% sure I dont ever want you back in my life."
"Chill. We've been together for 5 years now, im 100% sure that two weeks wont break our five year relationship baby girl. We just have to pick our selfs up and work on this."
"Two weeks didnt break our relationship ship. You did. Five years wasted! And for what? For you to cheat on me. Stupid. These two weeks helped me find the good in goodbye!"
By the look in jaces face I know he feels bad. But oh well! Im so glad I had the courage to do this. I did the right thing. But now im going to have to start all over when all I wanted was him.
I went back to the dorm and told Brielle everything she was so happy for me! I was so happy for me! It was like a burden was lifted off of me.
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Later that day my mood changed real quick. I didnt feel the same at all. I went to go to the library to go check out a book. But when I saw jace talking to a few of the cheerleaders from the university down the road in the library. I got jealous. Mad jealous. I didnt even get a book I went back into my room and just sat there. I was rethinking everything. Did I do the right thing? Why am I jealous? I dont want him any more, right? I've never been more lost. Why do I even care?
I got all up in my feelings and started crying like a baby without its blanket. Then out of no where I got a call from logan. I tried to wipe my tears away but I was so heartbroken.
"Helloo-" I choked up as I answered the phone.
"I got the sent the video of my sister and um jace. And first of all.. gross. I never wanted to see my sister do thoses things and I wanted to call and see if your okay. I had a feeling you got sent the video too."
"Actually logan.. I took the video. I saw them doing it with my own eyes. I was so stoned, frozen and completely blown away." I started crying again.
"Ash??...Ash..Ash!"
"Yeah..."
"Do you need me to come over?"
"I dont know."
"I'll be right over."
When he hung up I jumped up and ran to the bathroom to fix myself up. I think I know what to do.
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Stuck in love
Teen FictionIm in a sticky postion where I cant seem to give up loving you.