My name isn't Saki Emiko, but you didn't know that now did you? I'm scared to tell you my real name, so just call me Saki, maybe later I'll be strong and tell, but not now. I'm not going to tell you anyone's real name, so you don't blame them, cause its not there fault, its mine. You read it right, I said it is my fault, I'm depressed, I should have told someone how I feel, but I didn't at first. But thats for later in the story. I guess my depression all started that one day, He said it was going to be different. He said that it wouldn't be like last time. What name should we give him? Lets go with Max. So at the beginning of my 6th grade year, one of my old friends came back, and he did just come back, he brought someone back with him. What name should we give my friend? How about Leo? Leo wasn't any old friend and we used to date, but he movies away. And at the beginning of my 6th grade year, Leo came back with Max, little did I know that Max would be the worst thing in my life. When I saw Max, I instantly fell in love. I didn't want to tell anyone. But I did, I told my best friend, Ava which at the time had his number, I had his number too. Me and Ava was doing homework when I told her, and she asked "Is it ok if I texts him and tell him?" And me not knowing what he was going to do, I said "sure." So she did. And he doesn't even text Ava back, what he does is texts me. Max texted me asking "Is it true you like me?" And me again not know I texted him back "yes, I do." He texts back with "Good, cause I like you too". I felt so happy. So we got together. We broke up at the end of the year and then came 7th grade, is when it all happened. So me being stupid still has Max's number and is still texting him. So I'm at home doing homework and I get a text from Max. Saying "hey, its not going to be easy to say but Saki I still like you." And I still liked him so we got together again and he said that it would be different from last time, but it wasn't. And that was the last time I've talked to him, my best friend deleted his number out of my phone, so I can't texts him. I guess after that I've been sad, I want to cry, I want to scream. I want to get it all out of me. Its been about a year since I've talked to him, I'm going on to 8th grade, so I'm going to see him in the halls. until next time see you all later.
And P.S. the names are not there real names, just remember that
