I used to lay in my bed crying at night just thinking about Max. I loved Max so much that when he broke up with me I lost it all. I lost my will to live. I wanted to die then face the facted that I would never talk to Max again. And to this day I still haven't talked to Max. I have this quote in my phone that says "Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart" and that is what I felt like at night. All I could do was lie there and cry myself to sleep. And in the morning I didn't want to get up. I wanted to lie there and die. Like any mom, my mom got me up to go to school because its the law. So I went to school and I saw him there everyday in every class he was there. But when school start in August I'm going to talk to him. I'm going to tell him how he broke my heart and how I will never be the same person. Max if you do ever read this just know I don't blame you for what happened. Until next time, Good Bye
