Auditions, letters and leaving...

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Stacey's POV:

The whole week went by in a snap.The anxiety was eating me from inside.Every time I see any of them ,I just feel the pain of loosing them.

All were trying to act normal,but the truth cannot be hid in shallow acts.On the other hand I tried my best to ignore them ,to avoid them.This also taught Kevin and Mary about the transfer.The only person left to know was Louis.To be honest,I didn't want him to know.I have already made him suffer,and am not planning to help more.

I don't really know ,what his reaction would be.I am just scared to reveal anything.

It's just a depressing thought .To think about him,about mum,about the transfer.

I wouldn't say I didn't have hope that Dad would find a way out,until mum played her card.Dad was so tangled to see her like that he accepted his defeat.After he did,mum seemed the most happy person on earth.

At least someone's happy.Round here,I have already got into three fights with Kia.

She was trying to sooth me,calm me but I was being an ass and pushing her away.I can't be too connected with anyone ,especially when I am leaving,it will just make the condition worst.

"Are you even listening?" Kia asked annoyed.

"I don't want to," I spat.

"What has gotten into you?You are being a coward," She asks pulling her hair slightly.

"I am trying to help you,and you are just being..." she trailed off.

"What,huh?" I say a angrily. I am just trying to ignite the fight.

"I don't know," she simply says.

"What?Huh?A bitch"I say and her eyes widen.

" I would never call you that,"she says.

"I doesn't seem so," I say dryly.

"You know what?You are right.You are a mean bitch," she said and left me alone.

This a small quarrel.We got in a huge fight earlier.It pained me to start them time and again.All I wanted was that she should forget me.Because if she doesn't, I wouldn't be able to do so myself.

I was Sunday today.The lads were busy practising for their auditions,which meant no contact with them.

I was thinking to sneak out at night and leave without an appearance or goodbyes but it would be rude.I also thought that maybe I could ask Amy to help me out today and then to home but she offered that she would pack my stuff and would be ready on Monday.She is a stubborn ass .So that isn't an option as well.

I am just looking a way to say my goodbye but I have to make sure that I am not to meet them face to face.Expression are mirrors of feelings.

I went in the library ,wondering what to do.

I bumped into someone as soon as I got in and regretted it instantly.Hearing from your English teacher wasn't the first thing I wanted to do on a Sunday.

"Sorry,Mr.Osbourne," I said.

"Well, well,if it isn't Miss Green," he says and I cringe at the tone of his voice.

"In a library,at Sunday afternoon.Doesn't seem much of you Miss Green," he comments and I put on a fake smile.

"I may say,I have surprised myself as well," I say.

"What is on your mind,Miss Green?" He asks.

"Excuse me?" I ask bewildered.

"It seems your mind is occupied by some thoughts.People surprising themselves is a sign of a wandering mind," he answers.Man he is observative.

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