What Life is Like

I Hate These Nights

Those nights where you wake up

Alone in the dark

Surrounded by silence

But everyone was asleep.

Those nights where you cant sleep

But end up crying

for no reason

And end up just not sleeping.

Those nights where you hate everyone

And everyone seems to hate you

But you don't care

And pick up a razor blade.

Those nights where nothing will help

But just ending it all

Never being good enough

Just taking up a soul.

This night where all i can do

Is write down my pain

But doesn't do anything

Because i promised the one I love i wouldn't.

I hate tonight.