34. Broken beyond Repair

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Have you ever felt worthless? As if u don't belong to be here sitting and talking to these people? As if u deserve all the pain that the world has given u? All the heartbreaks and everything.. Have you felt so helpless that you couldn't stop the pain even if u wanted to?? I felt that everyday when I realised I fell in love with the wrong person.. It took everything in me to cut him off from myself.. I destroyed a part of myself letting him go...
So when u came in my life carrying the light of love in my dark life I had to push u out too.. Don't u see? I can't let u in.. It's too dark for a pure person like u.. I would never fall in love again and being in love with me would destroy u too.. You need to leave.. Love isn't for destroyed people like water isn't for a desert...

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