I am so tired I want to cry
I am so tired I want to die
I live with a heavy weight on my shoulders
Dam I should really get some holders
For this pain that's killing me inside
It's a shame because all I want to do is hide
My head always hurts
It's so hard for me to read
It's been so hard for me to breath
I'm just tired
Tired of it all
Tired.
Afraid to fall
This pain.
it needs to be felt
Yet my heart beats faster when I hear the sounds of a belt
Clashing, crashing and colliding
With my skin
As I kneel down and feel the wind
The suspense of
will it hit me
Will it miss me
Will it hurt
Will it diss me
Will it leave a leave a mark
Will it show making them bark
Shout shout
All I hear are screams
But all I can think about is ice cream
Ironic cuz I just had a piece
Unfortunately
That's all I have for now
In this big crowd
And
I have a lot of stories
That will not be told
I want to keep them on hold
Soon they will be spoken
But For now
The end
