my real life

chapter 16 why im like this

As you know I've been bullied since year 7 but it goes past that I've been bullied because of my love for the surpernatual world.
It all began when I first saw the very first Twilight movie in year 5. The way it was I loved it so I watch New moon then Eclipse. When I went to school its all I could ever think about so I began to make my own Twilight character Madison Cullen daughter of Rosalie and Emmett. People thought it was weird but I didn't care because back then I was so happy to finally know how you could love something. The other kids just pointed and stared at me mumbling under their breaths but I just brushed them off. When I got to Helenswood, a girl from my primery school suddenly called out "HEY VAMPIRE GIRL HOW ARE YOU NOT DEAD YET SINCE YOUR IN THE SUN" I thought she was talking to someone else so I just walked away but when I got to a wall she pushed/slammed me into the wall so hard I thought I was gonna pass out. When I got back up I asked her "Hey whats your problem" She just replied "YOUR my problem freak litterly vampires and werewolfs don't excist so get that through your thick skull and in to your brain. Oh wait, you don't have one. You don't belong here it's obivous your just a worthless useless little bitch who is nothing more then a mistake waiting to happen so go kill yourself because no one likes you and they never will". That day I knew my life wasn't going to be a happy one. Everyday I would get shoved, punched, kicked and slapped till one day I tried to kill myself three times but someone would always find me and take me home. It got worse as I went into year 8. There was a girl who would always make me run out of class and never go back in. One day I had a science class she was there at the other end of the table taunting me. I didn't like it so I grabbed my stuff and legged it out. I got to a staircase I sat near it and wrote 'Must find ways to kill myself' my head of year came and found me with it written on my left arm she took me to her office and called my parents she then took a picture of my left arm with the written on and showed to my mum when she got there from that day I knew I wasn't ment to be there. After Helenswood I went to three other places Chalk hill, Battle now the school I am in now Headstart a school for kids like me.