BTS Imagines

~Taehyung 'Lost'

AN: Trigger Warning⚠️

Caylas POV
He did it again...
He said he would stop...
He said he would never hurt me again...
But he did it again...
My boyfriend Justin he... he did it again

As usual he would come home drunk..
He has slowly stopped but when he does come home drunk it's terrible.
First it was just little things that I could handle he would break things... throw things.
Then it turned into him cursing me out everyday and saying how ugly and fat I was... people say that I have a nice body that I'm "thick" or the body that everyone wants but I don't see that I just see told of fat on me.

Then he would start throwing things at me and hitting me... I know I'm dumb I should leave but I believed him when he said he was sorry and he would change... I always cover my bruises and fat arms with long sleeves shirts if I wear a tank top I wear like a hoodie or jacket over it and have one off the shoulder to make it look stylish and cover the bruises.

I should leave... I now realize that because today...
Today he did the worse thing ever...

**two hours earlier**

I was sitting in the couch waiting for Justin to come home.

I know he was drinking again because it's 9 pm.
That's when I heard the front door slam.

" Baby come here... I need you."

Not wanting to get hit I quickly walked into the front of the house.

Justin came up to me and grabbed me by my waist pretty roughly while crashing his lips onto mine.

I could taste the alcohol in his mouth and his hands are definitely going to leave bruises on me tomorrow.

Some way we were in the bedroom and I don't know what he is going to do now...

He started trying to unbutton my pants

Oh god no no no no... he can't so this... he can't take the last bit of innocence I have left from me... I need to stop him

I started pushing in his chest trying to get him away from me.

"Justin please I-I don't want it please don't do this Justin."

He just kept telling me to shut up and when I started fighting him back he punched me... my vision was beginning to become blurry and I passed out once he began taking my pants off

**flashback over**

I woke up in the bed alone. There was a few drops of blood on the bed and my legs were aching. It was extremely hard to walk so I decided to take a warm bath.

I'm going to leave today... I'll leave and never look back.

After I finish taking my bath it is much easier to walk. I get dressed in an oversized hoodie some low top vans and I leave my out in loose curls.

Now to cover these bruises on my face.

I don't really like foundation so I color correct and put some bb cream over and concealer to look a bit more alive I curled my eyelashes and put mascara on since my lashes are long it will take away from my bags... then I do my brows some just to tame them.

I packed all my clothes and sneakers into two huge suitcases. Good thing that I have my own car I rush downstairs and put the suitcases into my car... I go back into the house and grab the rest of my things like makeup and hair things.