Chapter 9

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Paige's POV

I wake up from the sound of Six banging on the wall. I sigh and get dressed. Today I will be going through my fear landscape. I thought last night of. all I was afraid of and how to handle it.

I walked into the "waiting" room in front of the fear landscape room. I sit next to Aaron and Kat. Four and Six told us we should have anywhere from 5-15 fears.

Kat was called first. Fear in her eyes but she didn't show it.

She walked out tears filled her eyes. I walked up to her and gave her a hug. Next was Aaron. I was last I don't know why but I was.

When Aaron came out he kissed me before I went in. I smiled and took a seat. Six was in the room so I guess she will be giving the test.

She injects a needle into my neck.

"Be brave." I closed my eyes and entered my fear landscape.

I woke up in a field fire burned everywhere. My first fear was being burned alive. I freaked out I ran but noticed I was tied. My heart was beating fast. I thought than acted. I placed the ropes on my hands into the fire to try to burn them.

Next thing I know I stood in front of a table with a gun placed on it. I looked around and saw my dad and my mom. My second fear, killing my parents. I picked up the gun pointed at my dad and bang. A tear slips down my face.

I'm now in an apartment like Zeke's when we played Candor or Dauntless. Will walked in he came over to me and kissed me. He tried pulling up my shirt. I pulled away. He grabbed my hand and kissed me again. He pushes me onto the bed and gets on top of me holding down both my hands. I told him to stop but he tries to take off my shirt while kissing my neck. I kneed him and he let's go of my hands. My third fear is intimacy.

I woke up my heart racing. Six places a hand on my should trying to calm me down. I stand up off the chair and walk towards the door.

"Are you okay?" She asked I nodded and turned around to face her.

"How long do you think you were in the sim?" I thought before answering my heart still racing.

"I don't know 20 minutes?"

"10 minutes. You did get." She opened the door for me and I walk out. Aaron had waited for me. We kissed and walked to the pit. I want another tattoo.

I walked into the tattoo place and noticed Four talking to Tori. I was trying to listen. All I heard was something about a ring. He was gonna ask Six to marry him.

I got a heart on my hip and left going back to my cot.

Tobias's POV

I was talking to Tori about asking Tris to marry me. I went next door to the jewelry shop. I looked around until I found it. The perfect ring.

It was black with a gray stone. Perfect black to symbolize dauntless and gray to symbolize abnegation. I brought the ring back to my apartment and hid it in my drawer.

Tris's POV

All the initiatives did great. Paige feared intimacy like I had. Being abnegation and all love was not shown. My parents never held hands or kissed in front of me and Caleb. I walked back to my apartment after shutting down the computer and cleaning everything up.

Tobias was already home when I arrived. I kissed him and went into the bathroom. I took out my messy ponytail and took off my make up. Tobias had told me I looked my best without makeup and when my hair was down.

I sat next to him on the couch. I had told him about me and Christina going out on the train tonight. It was gonna be fun. I looked at the clock 2 o'clock I would need to leave at 5 to catch the train at 5:20.

I had throw my hair back up into a mess ponytail before meeting Christina by the tracks. We waited and when we saw it coming we started to run. We jumped on and laughed. This will never get old. We rode the train for about 5 minutes before we jumped. We usually just walk and talk. It's our safe haven.

"I'm scared." Christina whispered.

"Why." She stared up at the stars than at her hands before answering.

"I'm scared Will will leave me." Her voice cracked and tears fell from her eyes.

"He would never." I said while giving her a hug.

The whole ride back to the compound was quite. When we got back I walked her to her's and Will's apartment before walking to mine.

When I got home Tobias was already in bed. I smiled seeing him sleep so peaceful. I changed before climbing into bed. He must have noticed I was there and pulled me close before wrapping his arms around me.

"Good night Tris." I smiled his sleepy voice was super hot.

"Good night Tobias." I drifted to sleep.

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A/N

It's short I know sorry

I hope you liked Paige's fear landscape

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-Brooklyn💕

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