One night ( cherik )

chapter 3

Charles

As soon as I opened the kitchen door Alex began his questioning,

"so professor why did you defend Erik the other day?"

I had to tell Alex that I began to worry over his mental health as I knew he was suffering. At that moment though it hit me. I was left to question if I've developed feelings for him.

"Professor are you okay? You look blank"

Could I have developed a crush on Erik? No it can't be . Really? I mean I knew I was gay but I never expected to even think about a guy like Erik. It made some what sense due to mine and Eriks chemistry, we were never more than friends well now I think we are enemies but he made me feel nervous and shy, to be honest I miss that shy school girl feeling that I had next to him. And now that I think about it I crave his presence and touch, the thought of his soft manly lips cause my mouth to water, and that's not even going on to his dick, I do now remember sneaking peaks at his bulge, guess I was interested in him back then without realising? But I also miss his voice and humour, the more I think about it the more he's becoming perfection.

It's final I have feelings for Erik. And I may as well tell alex, probably a bad idea but who cares, after all nothing can be hidden from Alex. Alex's tends to study people and how they act, this there for makes it impossible to have secrets around him.

Explaing this wasn't easy

"You see Alex I have been worried that Erik isn't coping, he acts tough but his mind is actually fragile. Oh and also I may have realised just now that I have a fat crush on Erik and I knew I have fucked up and I cant change it and........"

"Wow let me stop you there,What!!! how can you have a crush on that shark? And it wasn't you who fucked up it was him,HE shot you!HE left you!HE took Raven!"

"Please Alex stop!I know you think Erik is a physic-path but he isn't!He just does't know what to do.His feelings are a big part of him and because I set his feelings free all of this had happened."

Alex wanted to know more he wanted to know more but couldn't get over Charles's crush.

"well you see when I was looking through Erik's memories I found a powerful one,one where he was truly happy,The only memory that I could find with his mother that was a happy one.This enabled him to use his power to his potential.He was then confused because he had a mixture of happy and dreadful memories of his parents But he became angry with me because by bringing up that memory I depended a wound that will never heal.So the blame is on me"

Alex thought Erik was a bit of a pussy but he didn't understand how it feels like to lose your parents because his parents sent him of as soon as they found out he was a mutant.

Alex

This is nonsense,the professor loves Erik,The powerful magnetos weakness is his mother? what a pussy and Charles is taking all the blame!

I wish I never asked anything that day,I just shut up for the rest of the day and went on a peaceful walk to clear my mind

On that walk I didn't see the beauty of nature or the gorgeous sounds the birds made. Instead my mind was making up scenarios and all of them ended in me blowing a hole through eriks chest. All I wanted was for the professor to be happy. I just had to deal with his choice, I couldn't stop him from feeling emotions so I tried to think of ways I could help.One scenario where I wasn't killing Erik actually seamed realistic but to make it happen I would have to find and speak to Raven.Finding Raven isn't too bad but speaking to her is something I would avoid like the devil.But im going to have to pull it together and speak to her if I want the professor to be happy.