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To : Sapphire Gray

To : Sapphire Gray

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I am happy to hear such news. It's true; your denying skills are very poor, if you are in need of some lessons, I may be of some use. My cruelty? They are mere words that make you wonder about your deepest desires my dear Sapphire. Your hand writing is indeed abysmal; I won't deny such true words. It takes me hours of rewriting to write in such delicacy. I thought it would be a waste to mention something as unimportant as that. Oh Sapphire, your words and ways are forever so coquettish. Whom is this pure hearted gal you speak of? Is it my Sapphire? 

The one who quivers with pleasure under the movement of my tongue; and the entry of my fingers? You may enjoy your laughter, but I will surely enjoy mine when the time comes. You don't find it strange? Oh my gosh, your ways are indeed beyond mine. For one to please themselves every night like you; must truly be in need to have pleasure propel into them. Shocked? I would simply enjoy your performance. I wished to be cursed by your love, but you are the one cursed by mine. Sure, I do affect you great. 

The fact that you have arrived at such extent shows your impatience to embrace me. My fault? I merely did what any man would done in such a desired situation. Your inexperience makes me laugh and restless, but not as much as I am eager to have you experience my warmth. I am not as frightened as I sound in my letter. I trust you; and that is my reassurance. My dear, I read your letters more than a dozen time; and I can assure you that there is not a single response that fits my questions. She was merely a good time? 

I don't understand you; are you saying there was more to it? Yes she did: if she was a good time you will sure remember her upon visiting the place you once met her. You are burning with desires; and it saddens me that I am not there to attend to them. I am the first man who has seen you unleashed upon feeling his touch.

 It saddens me hear such new; I can't imagine my mother doing such an unhealthy thing at her age. I wish there was a way I could be of some use to you, but I am not. I was once in your shoes, but I dropped out to help my family. I am not telling you to do so, which would not be very smart on your part. I am sure you will find a store that is willing to hire. 

You are not the only one who hates feeling helpless: I do also. You are never going to be a single parent, well, as long as I am still alive. Why are you happy that you father is out of your life? My family is very ordinary to be honest, but in some ways they are not; and their irregularity worries me greatly. They are. Forty years and counting. Sadly we share the same fate.

I am the only child. After my mother birthed me; she couldn't bear anymore children. I love my mother as much as I love my dad. I will someday tell them about your existence, the fear of my mother keeping you to herself fears me. I would not be able to enjoy you as much as I would love to. 

Be patient my dear sapphire; for one day you will receive the love you desire so badly, and request for it to be everlasting.

Eternally yours,

Ben.

Ben

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