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To: Sapphire Gray

If my intentions were not to amaze, nor faze you in every way that I can

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If my intentions were not to amaze, nor faze you in every way that I can. Then I wouldn't have written those cruel words that left you in an endless pit of thoughts. If my words are a burden to you. Then the taste of my lips; the vigorous thrusts you will receive as I hastily devour, and nibble on your lips and your harden sensitivity. Or the feeling of my hands gently touching the places my tongue must explore will surely be a curse that is going to torment you forever. I'm aware that you're very impatient to be embraced; but you're not alone. Our situation isn't something that can be solved with a snap of the fingers. It's more than that. 

This might sound a bit strange, but your pantie works more than just a reminder of the moment we almost had. I won't deny it, they did stun me. I quickly wanted to rid you of your clothing, but since it was your first time; I didn't want to scare you. The feeling of your drenched pantie made me throb even more. It's the first time I'd ever been so upright in my entire existence. I watched you cry out in pleasure and as your legs trembled, before secreting an oily fluid.

 I can not picture you doing such a thing, because you are beyond shy. That is your weapon. Shy and beautiful, an enticing combination that leads men to their demise. But if you are daring enough to attempt such a thing, then so be it. Maybe it might help your confidence; and it would surely be a sight like you said. I laughed when you said it doesn't entails coffee. When has it never? This is quite strange. You made a friend? At first I thought my eyes were playing games with me, but they were not. This is great news, honestly. It is a miracle. I ponder on how that person approached you. Or were you the one who approached her? Maybe she also got captured by that innocent look of yours. She is? I beg of you. Please do not let your guard down, because she might steal your first moment away from me; and place her tongue places mine haven't been. Your first kiss and first time belongs to me, and only only me. Your description of this friend of yours frightens me so much, that I am becoming restless. 

Why does it sounds like your time with this so called friends, sounds better than the time you spent with me? Am I no match for this two sided gal? Hugged? The simplicity of the word itself makes me wonder more than I have to. Was it normal? Or was there more to this simplistic word that you're no telling me? What do you mean by not yet? Am I not the man you desire the most. The man you miss greatly and crave for his body?

 I have no idea why you'd think we're nothing more but mere friends, while I gaze at us as a couple trying to manage a long distance relationship. I have never questioned one's sanity before, but yours I have to. I have stayed true to my words and I will always. I have never gazed at another gal lost in deep thought that she might be better than you, or at a man in jealousy, that my dear Sapphire is having her ears bombarded with sweet talks by a hunky man. Do you really love me as much as I love you? You are truly a remarkable fantasist. I do not dislike, nor like it at the same time. Fantasies like this one makes me wonder about our status; and the fact the I am not near you to grant such wishes makes me ponder.

The thought of you finding another man who can, eat away at me every morning, noon and night. I am aware that you do not know as much as you desire, but there isn't anything interesting in knowing the dull part of me. I am only alive when I am with you, or speak of you. This should answer all of your questions. 

I am forever yours; and you're forever mine.

May I always live to serve you and only you.

Ben

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