I have been a fan of Dan and Phil for 4 years now, my biggest dream was to meet them, they literally saved my life, when my grandfather passed away I went into deeper depression from what I already had, I was extremely suicidal at that point, I was ready to steal my grandmothers strong pills and to end my life, but a notification came up on my phone *Dan Howell: The Memeing of life* then after I watched that video I just completely forgot about the pills and got lost in his and Phil's videos until I fell asleep. The next day (26th of July) was my birthday, I woke up and got dressed into black skinny jeans, a Panic! At The Disco t-shirt and slipped my black Vans on, it wasn't really sunny that day, considering it was in the summer. Anyways, I walked down the stairs with my grandmother greeting me joyfully, "Happy Birthday, dear!" I thanked her and after a bowl of cereal my grandmother drove me to my mothers house, as I opened the door I heard a "SUPRISE!" my mother, older brother and my WHOLE class was there, even the people I hate! Which is technically all of them. Everyone was coming up to me and hugging me, but my anxiety only got worse. I just sat on my bed and watched some Dan and Phil, while everyone was downstairs. I heard everyone go through the door after a good hour or two and walked downstairs. "So, do you want good news or bad news?" My mum said to me with a worried look on her face. "Bad first, then good to maybe cheer me up" I said starting to get anxious again. "Well tuff, there's no bad news, the good news is that I have got you..nah I'm not going to tell you" "TELL MEEEE" while hugging her, " oh fine, I may have got you a session only for you, to meet....Dan-" " OMG REALLY?!"
"Don't but in! As I was saying, I got you to see Daniel Radcliffe..."
I wanted to cry, she knew how much I loved Dan and Phil and she teased me.
I could tell she saw me about to burst out in tears, so she said, " Why you so down! I got you a PERSONAL meeting for only you, to meet Dan and Phil, you silly sausage!"
Okay I cringed a bit but then realised what she said and I actually squeezed her so much she couldn't breath.
After a long minute of crying into her arms I screamed "WHEN?" ....
"Maybe tomorrow..."
" YEASSSSSS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OMG MUM OMG OMG OMG"
" haha okay, calm down, anyways get dressed we need to get a hotel for tonight because you're going to there HOUSE to meet them!"
*faints*
-Wales Up-
"W-where am I?" Then all I can see once I sit up is a green, light blue and dark blue sheet in front of me and two tall men standing in front of me.
After the dizziness went away I realised it was Dan and Phil
" Is that really you too?" while I gasp,
"Hehe, Hi Madison!" Said Phil, while smiling at me, " Dan waves and says " How's your head, I heard you hit it pretty hard?" With a worried expression on his face.
At that pony I could swear I felt my stomach turn. " I-is his a dream?"
" Haha nooo, it is us! You're staying with us for the weekend!"
*faints again*
-Wakes Up-
"Oh so this isn't a dream?" I exclaimed after fangirling
"Nope!" They say at the same time.
Phil makes us some Frosties as breakfast, he kept looking at me a certain way, a nice way of course but, he seemed as if he wanted to kiss me, I may just be fantasising but as I looked at him, he looked down at his bowl.
(Few Hours Later)
So after we took a few selfies and that Phil asked if he can speak to me on my own, I could feel my cheeks burning up so bad. After a awkward seconds of staring at him I say "sure" but in a stuttering way.
He was a big gentleman and he held the door open for me leading into his bedroom and he sat down on the bed next to me, he kind of looked down and mumbled something, I thought he was just thinking about what he was going to say but he said afterwards "do you agree?" And me, the awkward piece of crap that I am I just said "uhh, I'm really sorry but I didn't hear you"
"Oh that's fine, all I said that I-" he stopped
"Please tell me" I pleaded
" I find you very attractive and I am asking, do you want my number?"
I AM SCREAMING INSIDE YES YOU CAN PHILLIP OF COURSE YOU CAN GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER
"Sure!"
He put in his number inside my phone and we paused, we stared into each other's eyes...I swear my vision is getting weird but I am sure I can see him getting closer too me.
There it was, I could feel his lips compressed against mine, I kissed him back, and for some reason he smelt like peppermint, I didn't want him to stop kissing me, I enjoyed it. After a lovely moment he put on a film and said "want to watch a film and cuddle?"
" of course!"
So we put on our pjs even though it was 4PM and he laid down in bed, and I looked at him and he nodded, so I slid under the sheets and cuddled, he was so warm, I loved him very much, pit of the blue halfway through the film, he moved slightly closer and kissed my lips once more, it startled me at first but then I didn't mind, he tried to pull me in closer to me and I let him, it was a very passionate kiss, but anyways, in between Dan walked in looking down at his phone "Hey Phi- Oh My God...I am so sorry!"
I started crying "I'm sorry Dan, I didn't know yo- "
" It's fine, I promise, could I speak to you a minute?" Giving Phil a mean look. He dragged me into his room, I could hear Phil sobbing him behind the walls, I felt so sorry for him.
" I'm sorry Madison, I just have too"
"Have too wha-"
Before I know it Fan has pinned me to the wall kissing me, I didn't know how to feel, I enjoyed it but I felt bad for Phil, he kept violently kissing me, I couldn't help it, I kissed Dan back, I pushed him onto the bed, he looked scared, I didn't care, I jumped on top of him and connected my lips again, it felt so good, I felt so good, he gripped my hair and stopped "Madison, I fucking love you"
" I love you too Dan but-"
"Shhh" he kisses me again, he climbs on top of me and tried to take his top off, I let him but I wouldn't take mine off, he looked at me upset and I just felt bad so I done what he said.
After all the kissing and "wrestling" we done I fell asleep on his chest, I loved the feel of his heart and his fingers playing with my hair.
I woke up realising Dan and Phil were already in the living room, they were speaking to each other about how beautiful I am realising that I not entered the room yet, soon Phil noticed
" Oh hey Maddie!" I loved the way he said Maddie in his stunning accent.
I sat down on the chair opposite them
, Dan then said to me " Me and Phil really like you and we know that you like us and I know that may be a problem but we agreed ( if it's okay with you ) 1 week it's with me, then the other week it's with Phil"
"But I'm only staying here for one more day?"
"Oh, Madison, I don't know how to tell you this but...your mum said she went to the doctors, because she is being sick and she's losing her hair-"
"NO THIS CANNOT HAPPEN, MY MUM CANNOT DIE, SHES THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE, PLEASE SHE DOESNT HAVE CANCER NO, SHE CANNOT!" I keep screaming over and over, Phan comes over and tries to comfort me and they're cuddling me, they make me feel so safe, I love them both so much....
GUYS SHALL I CONTINUE? PLEASE LEAVE IDEAS DOWN BELOW OF WHAY SHALL HAPPEN NEXT! ❤️
