Life

Hard.

I like it. but here's a lets say.. epilogue.

Life Is hard, yes we all know that. Its hard in so many levels because sometimes the people that make it better push there selves away and lose there self in a trance of something so not applicable it'd unacceptable, but, its there life. Theses people we want without hesitation have lives of there own and we are just teenagers and things we have disappear. Then again, its all just a phase. everting we have, had, and will get, will always get better and come together likes super glue. Because when you have just three people you can trust, the trust bond is is giving tight it'll break, but it will always be there. it will always always be there, invisible, broken, lost, found, whatever its there and they will be there also. they care they don't show it but that's because a trance is put into here heads. They do care.

But just sometimes they need to be tested, and see how much pain it'll cause when they lose you, and then they'll see, but you can leave them, because then they'll hate you for stranding them.

I look at the way people look at me.
When people say "I'll always be there. " They say that to comfort you. Tons of people in the world will care. You have to find the right ones.
But it's Hard.

Him- He's the one guy who has always been there. You told him everything. He loved you. You loved him. It was like a fairytale. But it ended because when it came down to the facts and down to true love..you guys really didn't have it. You had that love that everyone dreams about, the ones in books and dreams. But when you called him he didn't answer.

Her- She's your best friend the one who is your sister. She can't ever get enough of your jokes. You guys are like two peas in a pod. You guys fight but in the me you can never stay mad at each other. Your love is unconditional. Though sometimes you wanna punch her or yell at her all you wanna do is hug her and say sorry. You called her, she didn't answer.

Mystery Guy- He's the guy who doesn't know all but is there. He knows what you have been through and promises to never do that. He says he has unconditional love for you. You don't need him but you want him. You don't wanna love him but you do. He's the guy nobody knows about but you. He's the one who when you call answers.

Those are the people I have in my life. But when I really look around me..I see none of them. I push them away and say I'm fine and say I don't need them but I'm not okay I need them. But when you ignore me and pretend I'm no longer existing...I give up. I get to this point where I don't need you anymore. It's hard to talk to you and love you. So basically..your stuck. Life is Hard.

Ps thank to Hope for helping with this.