Blessed With A Curse (Oli Sykes FanFic)

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//triggering content//

After Mr. Mothershed let me out of ISS, I wandered out of the library where I spent most of the day until Nick came in. I walked around the school campus waiting for the dismissal bell to ring so I could go check in with my teachers before I leave. Depending on how long you had to be in ISS, they would make you pick up work from classes at the beginning of the day. Which means you had to do work all day in the library.

The dismissal bell rings and the halls flood with students. I get pushed to the side of the hall as I go to my first period class; geometry. The stairs are always the worse, I move more to the side trying not to get trampled. I get a few negative comments and glares but soon ignore them as I trudge up the stairs.

I see Mr. Becker sitting at his desk and he sees me and waves me over. I smile at Mr. Becker, he's nice and one of the teachers I actually like. I walk into the empty class room and stand in front of his desk. He looks up at me and smiles warmly.

"Hello Mina, come to pick up today's lessons?" Mr. Becker greets me and shuffles the papers on his desk.

"Yes I am," I say and he takes a stack of papers off his desk and hands them to me. I smile and thank him. "Is this all?" I ask.

"Hmm, that is all. Just copy all of the lessons into your note book and finish the home work as well," Mr. Becker says and nods. I thank him and leave.

I roam from class to class and pick up things I missed throughout the day. When I get to my last class, English, my teacher is gone and the room in dark, the door is locked. I groan out loud and shove everything into my back pack and head out. I hear a familiar snicker and swivel around on my heels, and sure enough it's Nick and two other assholes.

"Hey bitch, miss me?" Nick asks in a sickly sweet tone.

"Surprisingly, no," I sneer back. A look of surprise washes over his face; this is the first time I've talked back to him. This morning had made me especially bitter and I didn't feel like getting walked all over again.

He steps forward and I back up into a wall, I'm cornered. Instead of covering like I normally do, I stand tall. One of the guys pins me to the wall while the other covers my mouth with his hands.I try to kick and scream and bite but I'm weak and sore from the beating this morning. Nick is obviously amused by my struggle and chuckles, he smiles evilly, punching me in the stomach. I crumble to the ground and they walk away. The punch has winded me. I cough a few times, mucus mixed with blood comes up. I look down in disgust and get up slowly to clean up in the bathroom.

I hear footsteps get closer and run into the bathroom. I lock myself into a stall and get my blades out, I roll up my sleeves only to reveal old scars and fresh ones from this morning. I slowly drag the razor across my wrist and then more aggressive as I sob onto my arm, salty tears mixing with blood. How pathetic, I have to open up my skin just to make it through the day.

When I'm done I go and clean up my arm and fix my makeup. I leave the bathroom and walk out the back door to the parking lot and walk around to the front of the school, avoiding anyone still at school.

What a shitty day.

I know it's short but at least it's an update right? okay guys please comment, share and vote!

~Cynthia