I can't be with him

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"Sam I said no" I said firmly

"But I don't understand, it's not like you have a boyfriend anymore" Sam anwsered fustrated

"Sam, my last relationship ended because I slept with you, so there is no way I am going to start a relationship with the guy that helped me cheat on my ex"

"But the only reason you slept with me is because you have feelings for me and you still do"

"As if" I said sitting on my bed

"Oh come on. I know you better than yourself. You Rosin Montaya Marquez have feelings for me admit it" He said cupping my cheek

I looked into his brown eyes, he looked perfect. I wanted him so badly but there was no way I was going to date him or anyone for a while I can't get over that I hurt Kian so badly. I know Kian was angry when he said I was a whore and slut but honestly I know its true, who else does what I did. I will never be able to forgive myself.

"Sam, I said no now please leave" I whispered

"Rosin please don-"

"Leave" I said opening the door

"You will be mine" he said wrapping his arm around my waist

"Bye Sam" I said pushing him away

I closed the door. I locked myself in my bathroom.This hurts a lot. I grabbed my razor and let out some of the pain, I felt it ease up abit. I know cutting is wrong but it helps control the pain.

"Rosin, come downstairs" my mum yelled

I quickly bandaged up the cuts and put thousands of bracelets on.

I walked downstairs to see mum and dad sitting in the kitchen whispering to eachother. I knocked on the door and their focus shifted towards me.

"Yes, you called me" I said meekly

"Urm sit down sweetie" mum said

I sat in the chair opposite the wondering if I had done something wrong.

"Am I in trouble?" I asked

"No, we just want you to know we are here for you" dad said

"What?" I was confused

"Honey, we don't know if it's true but we heard a rumour that you..urh...slept with Sam while you were dating Kian" mum said concerned

"We don't if it's true but if it is, know you can come to us for support. So is it true?" Dad blurted

"Kyle" mum said slapping him

"What Sam has been round here a lot and we never see Kian" dad argued

"But you can't just-"

"It's true" I interrupted I looked up to see there shocked faces. " Mum, Dad I am so sorry I don't know what I was thinking but it's okay now I've sorted it out, we are all friends again" I said walking out the room

I walked upstairs but I bumped into Ryder.

"Can we talk" he asked scratching the back of his neck.

"What is with this family and talking"

"It will be quick I swear" he said

We went into Ryder's room. His room was black and blue and smelt of guy.

I sat on his bed. "What's up"

"Urm..your my twin sister so you know I wouldn't get involved in your life if i didn't think it was important. But what exactly happened between you, Sam and Kian?" He asked nervously

Ryder and I have always been close, so normally I would tell him everything but he'll probably think I'm a slut.

"Why?" I asked

"One of my mates asked me if he could get some urh...pussy off yo as you were giving it out to everyone. He told me that you and Sam had sex while you were dating Kian and Kian found out so you all had a threesome. So I fucked him up but is it true?" Ryder asked looking at the floor

The fuck does everyone know what happened the fact my parent knew was weird enough. And threesome what?! looks like my sex life is the new hot topic amongst the entire world.

"Aww Ryder thanks for defending me" I said try to change the topic

"Well we did share a womb" he joked "So is it true"

"Partly, I did have sex with Sam but I didn't have a threesome. "

"Why, why would you cheat on Kian we all thought he would cheat on you. But you do know what to expect at school right"

"Yep, just gonna walk in and try fly under the radar"

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SEXUAL CONTENT

I opened the door the front door to see Sam, his eyes full of lust.

"Sam you can't be here my nobodies home-"

I was silence by a strong passionate kiss from Sam. I pushed him away. He walked into my house and shut the front door and pinned me against the wall forcing his hips into me. He started to grind on me, I could feel his member hardening poking me in my womanhood as embarrassing it is to admit it was a major turn on, I could feel my breathing rate slow down and my heart rate quicken. He began kissing my neck , I let a moan escaped my lips.

"Sam...mmm...we have to stop" I said through the moan.

"You like it don't you? then why stop" he mummered against my skin

He kissed my sweet spot and I moaned I felt him smirk against my skin. He bit down on it and ran his tongue over it making me moan. I could feel the wetness growing in between my legs.

He kissed up my neck to my jaw and finally my lips I kissed him back with so much passion. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me to my room I could feel his squeezing my bottom. He laid me down on my bed. He felt up and down my body. He reached for the waist band of my skirt.

"Sam, we can't my parents will be home soon"

"Then let's make this quick" he said huskily

He lifted up my skirt and put my panties to the side (he gone make me feel alright jk I just love that song). He thrust into me. I let out a loud moan. He moved in and out so quickly. I closed my eyes as he pleasured me.

"Come on baby look at me and scream my name" he said thrusting in hard

I stayed quiet and kept my eyes shut allowing the pleasure in. I felt him pull out I whimpered I opened my eyes.

"If you want me to continue you have to do what I say" Sam said breathlessly. I nodded. "No tell me what you want"

"I want you" I said meekly

"Me to do what" he smirked. I could see he wasn't going to give up until he got me to spell it out.

"SAM PLEASE FUCK ME" I practically yelled.

He thrust in fast I could feel my self heating up I was about to cum when.

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I woke up

I looked around my room it was pitch black I could feel sweat dripping down my body.

Maybe I am a slut and this confirmed it having wet dreams about a cheater I needed to stay far away from Sam.

I can't be with him

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