Episode 4

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~Sabrina~ 

I walked to my locker hiding within a group of students when I caught sight of Finn. Don't notice me. Don't notice me. "Sabrina!" Shit. I quickly made my way to my locker pretending I didn't hear him. I opened my locker and squeezed my eyes shut tightly when I heard something hit the locker next to mine. I looked over expecting to see Finn but instead, I found a different football player that I've never seen before. 

"Hey, baby." The boy smirked looking me up and down. I glared at him and snapped my fingers in front of his face making him look away from my boobs. 

"My eyes are up here, dumbass." I snapped making him smirk even wider. He stepped closer making me back up a little hitting my locker door. 

"But your boobs are down there." He said creepily making me groan in frustration. I gave him a sudden push to his chest making him take a step back. 

"Is that how you try to pick up girls? So unattractive," I said turning back to my locker grabbing my things. 

"Nope," The jock said before spinning me around and pulling me to him making me let out a shocked squeak. "This is how I pick up girls." He smirked down at me holding me against him, I could feel how hard his chest was but I could also feel something else, a lot lower than his chest. I shoved him off me sending him a hard glare. 

"Keep your hands and your member to yourself." I snarled slamming my locker shut and turning to walk away, that is until Mr. I Suck At Flirting stepped in my way making me stop in my tracks. He backed me up against the locker his arms caging me in between him and the lockers. 

"Come on, baby. Don't be that way." The jock said pissing me off even more. Just as I was about to shoot some insults his way someone beat me to the punch, literally. I watched in shock as the jock flew to the ground from the impact of the person's fist. I looked up to find Sam standing there glaring down at the jock. "What the hell was that for, man?!" 

 "She told you to back off many times, I watched from over there." Sam pointed across the hallway. "You didn't back off, this is your warning. Harass her again and you won't have to deal with me, you'll have to deal with Puck." Sam snarled at the guy making his eyes widen. "Beat it." With that, the jock quickly scurried away making me realize that we were the only ones left in the hallway. 

"I can handle myself ya know." I snapped picking up a book I dropped glancing up at Sam in the process. 

"He looked like he was about to jump you right there, what would you have done then?" Sam asked picking up a pencil of mine that I dropped before handing it to me. 

"I would've beaten him up." I said with a bored shrug. Sam looked at me in amusement. I glared back at him. "What?" 

"Nothing, it's just that Jason-" The jock I assume. "is a pretty big guy and I mean, you're pretty strong, but you're smaller than him so he could easily throw you over his shoulder and walk away with you." Sam said making me sigh in defeat. He's right, damn it. 

"Thank you," I mumbled before turning and heading to class, but once again I was stopped in my tracks. 

"What was that?" Sam asked raising an eyebrow in amusement. That fucker heard me. 

"I said thank you." I repeated louder this time. Sam smiled brightly before falling into step with me. 

"So what's your issue with me?" Sam asked making me internally groan. I took a deep breath before answering him. 

"You're a jock," I said before slipping into my classroom leaving a confused Sam in the hallway. I laughed to myself as I took a seat the teacher not even acknowledging me. 

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"Oh my god, that pig!" Quinn exclaimed in response to my story about Jason, I left out the part about Sam coming to my rescue. Santana shook her head in a disappointed manner. 

"I swear, why do girls like boys? They're such pigs." Santana rolled her eyes in annoyance, then Mr. Shue walked in ceasing all conversations. 

"Does anyone have any guilty pleasures that they are ready to share?" Mr. Shue asked looking around the room expectantly. No one said anything, they all just looked around awkwardly trying to avoid eye contact with Mr. Shue. "Come on,........ Rachel?" 

"With all due respect Mr. Shue, I don't really have any guilty pleasures. I'm an open book," Rachel said with her head held high in an almost snooty manner. 

"Yeah, an open book I'd like to shut." Mercedes said making everyone laugh. Rachel looked over to glare at Mercedes who just shrugged in response. 

"How about you, Mercedes? Got any guilty pleasures you'd like to share?" Rachel snapped back at Mercedes making me shift around uncomfortably in my seat. 

"You know what-" Mercedes began but I cut her off quickly raising my hand. 

"I would like to sing a song, Mr. Shue." I said startling everyone. Oh my god, am I really doing this? Mr. Shue nodded as I stood up sliding off my jacket and setting it on my seat. I walked over to the band and let them know what song I wanted to sing. "My guilty pleasure is country music." 

Sabrina: "Little girl alone on the playground Tired of gettin' teased and gettin' pushed around Wishin' she was invisible to them." 

I took a deep breath, why did I choose this song? Now they're all gonna know. Why am I so stupid? Why do I let people in so easily? What happened to not letting anyone in? 

Sabrina: "She ran home cryin' why do they hate me? And mama wiped the tears and said "Baby, you're brave and you're beautiful" So hold your head high Don't ever let 'em define the light in your eyes Love yourself, give 'em hell, you can take on this world You just stand and be strong and then fight like a girl!" 

I looked around as everyone watched me intently as if they were in a trance. They looked surprised and confused. 

Sabrina: "At 31 she was wheelin' and dealin' Kept on hittin' that same glass ceilin' She was never gonna one of the boys, no. She could've gave up on her ambition And spent the rest of her life just wishin' Instead she listened to her mama's voice sayin' Hold your head high Don't ever let 'em define the light in your eyes Love yourself, give 'em hell, you can take on this world You just stand and be strong and then fight like a girl." 

I took a deep breath trying to mentally prepare for the next line. I caught Finn's eye as he watched me with pain in his eyes. 

Sabrina: "With style and grace kick ass and take names. Ten years of climbin' that ladder But money and power don't matter When the doctor said the cancer spread." 

Everyone gasped at those lyrics not expecting that plot twist. I carried on my voice almost wavering. 

Sabrina: "She holds on tight to her husband and babies And says "this is just another test God gave me And I know just how to handle this"." 

I prepared myself for the long, high note I was about to hit and surprise everyone. 

Sabrina: "I'll hold my head high I'll never let this define the light in my eyes Love myself, give it hell, I'll take on this world Yes, I'll stand and be strong, no I'll never give up I will conquer with love, and I'll fight like a girl!" 

Everyone clapped making me blush slightly. Mercedes and Rachel glared at me making me shift around uncomfortably under their icy glares. Damnit, so much for avoiding conflict. 

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