t.g┊diary [✔︎]

11, February 5th, 2017

"And you didn't think about it?!" Jimin exclaimed, mix of confusion and anger boiled in his veins.

"I didn't know he had feelings for me until now, Jimin!!" Taehyung's eyes starting to water.

"I was afraid that he'll reject me!! Ididn't saw his actions towards me! I didn't know!" Jimin stood up as he shouted.

"THEN, NEXT TIME KNOW-"

"THERE CAN'T BE A NEXT TIME-"

"What's going on, boys?"

Mrs Jeon walked into their short argument. "I heard you boys shouting.. is everything okay?"

"We're fine." The boys said in union, blankly. Mrs Jeon notices their emotions as she knows what type of emotions were those. She nodded and headed back downstairs.

Dear Diary,
"It's funny, you think anything
is possible when you're a kid.
When you feel how hard it is to get through a day."

Thanks to Yoongi, for writing this song, "Tomorrow"... It's basically, almost like my life...

"I scream out of frustration
but the empty air echoes."

Mhm, that's right. I've been literally doing that for the past few weeks.

"I hope tomorrow will
be different from today."

I hope so too..
I've been listening to this song, ever since when Yoongi talked about his songs. He was describing each and every one of them with a lot of detail. When he described, "Tomorrow", I was tempted to listen. Well, that's just about my life. I'm not talking about my LOVE life. I seriously miss, Taehyung. I've been avoiding him for days.. Also, avoiding his messages. I've been avoiding everyone.

If I didn't let my cousin introduce Taehyung to me, none of this shit would've happen.

-Jeongguk

Edited: 21/March/2018
edited : 16 . jun . 2k19