Under a dark moon relapsed mistreated over the phone call through your tears you kept screaming. Sprint for your house mistakes repeated don't go baby please don't be leavin knock down the door tires screeching lying limp on the floor not breathing tried cpr but you had to leave and left me here alone I couldn't believe it all them lies I had believed in all them times I was believing but you did me wrong now I get to go along knowing I won't last long this with last song I tried to be strong but I can't hang on. Got my grip tight but I'm already gone, can't keep my grip on in this life no reason to be here on my own shoulder I've cried upon. People think I'm an optimist but it's what they missed this isn't happiness it's masochists recklessness against a pacifists peace in its resistance against pessimists consistence existences diminishment finished satans masterpiece my final decision chalked it up to hallucinogens. Just a reckless mind with a peaceful heart don't know where to begin let alone how to start, belittling the sad fear of the sad kid in dear mental strain been a mere 17 years and death inches closer devils sneer ain't got a thing on me.
