Goodbye

Hello

Uh I um so I'm Ryan I don't like big crowds and I should tell you what I love. I love people, music, and playing guitar. I'm also dead but I should tell you why right yeah. Its a long story and I'll start from the start. But I'll explain about the people I love and hate

Brendon Urie:The man I love the one that gave me all I wanted in life he was so kind. And I told him I was scared. That like pretty much ever guy I've been with fucked me over or lied to me. And he got pretty quite and I thought he was gonna cry. Then he said he'd never hurt me. That those guys are all pricks that we'd take it slow. But suddenly I didn't want to go slow not anymore. Not with him. I was so happy with him he was amazing. I don't know why he left but I didn't bother with him after that.

Spencer Smith:My best friend! Ah he's the best person ever we've been friends since I was 12. Me and Spence go way back and I miss him so much. He said to stay alive for him now I really feel bad. It was hard to say bye to him. He'll never forgive me and that's the worst part. I broke my promise and it will haunt him forever and its all my fault.

Jonathan Walker:Better know as Jon but I called him Jonathan and he called me Gorge. When I left the band he came with me. I ,no, we would write songs together. There's not much to say besides he was there for me and I miss him.

Dallon  Weekes:I DON'T LIKE HIM! sorry for coming off as angry but Dallon used Brendon to get in the band. And he would be on top of him. I don't like him at all. He was the reason I left the band.

Sarah Urie:I DON'T LIKE HER! sorry for coming off as angry but Sarah used Brendon to get money and fame. And she would be on top of him. I don't like her at all. She was also the reason I left the band. 

Well that's it I guess. I'm not really a people person so I questioned how I had relationships even friends.
Um anyways uh good bye.