Your The Cure To My Sadness. ( Devan Keys Fanfic )

Maybe.. Just maybe

Deven Pov:
When Abbey opens the door I see my brother standing there with the most saddest look on his face.

" Your grandmother is in. The hospital she was I guess stabbed or something " Collins says, I look over at Abbey her face expression went from happy to drop dead depressed. Abbey grabbed Collins arm and stormed out of the house fast, I followed he behind them and got in the car with them. Abbey and Collins were at the front well I was sitting in the back, I reached over the seat and rubbed her shoulder telling her it's going to be ok.

---- At the Hospital ----
Abbey, Collins, Rhiley and I were in the hospital room with her grandmother, Abbey was crying well looking at her Grandmother. Her grandmother was on a breathing tank and she looked horrible. I was trying my best to hold back tears cause this, although she isn't my grandmother, is also hurting me. I turned my head to look at Collins and Rhiley, Rhiley was crying into Collins chest well Collins was holding her. Abbey was holding herself still looking at her grandmother crying, I tried to hold her but she just pushed me away and kept looking at her Grandmother. I sigh and look down at my feet trying hard not to cry, I looked over at Collins and I could tell her was holding in tears. My eyes tear up until my vision went blurry, I take a deep breath and let it out. Abbey grabs me and hugs me tight not letting go, I hug her back and start to rub her back in her ear if whisper it's going to be ok in her ear, to be honest I didn't know what to say to her, I don't know if it's gonna be ok, hell I don't know if her grandmother is gonna be ok... I hope she will be ok though, the door opened and I saw a doctor. He looked at us then at his clipboard.

" which one of you is Abbey? " He says calmly looking up from his clipboard, Abbey pulls away from me rubbing her eyes.

" that's me s-sir " she says, her voice is weak and you can tell she's been crying.  She stands up and walks over to the doctor.

" ok well, I'd like to talk to just you.. is that fine? " He says looking down at her, Abbey wipes her eyes then nods.

" guys the doctor wants to talk to me... so go out there and wait please " she says her voice still sounding weak, I got up and the other two did also, I kissed Abbeys forehead before I left with the others. We sat on the chairs outside of the room, the doctor closed the door and I'd say he talks with her.

----- 15 minutes later -----

The doctor opened the door and told us we could go in now, we went in and we saw Abbey sitting on one of the chairs again holding herself well crying bad. I went to her and bent down to give her a a hug, she grabbed ahold of me right and didn't let go, I kissed the side of her head and whispered what I whispered before " it's gonna be ok " is all I kept saying over and over, before I could say it again she covered my mouth and shook her head.

" it's not gonna be ok Deven, The doctor said in her condition she's NOT GONNA MAKE IT and if she died I die " she says standing up, she stands beside her grandmothers side looking down at her. I didn't know what to say my head was processing what she just said, I went up behind her and back hugged her, she didn't do anything she just kept looking down at her grandmother.

" Abbey... she will make it ok don't listen to the doctors not everything they say is true " I say, she just shakes her head and that's it, I sighed and let her go. She looked at me for a second then looked back at her grandmother, I looked over and my brother and he was just holding Rhiley, I run my fingers through my hair and slowly I walk over to the door.

" Deven where are you going? " Collins asks, I look over at him and smile, I open the door and before closing the door I say.

" for a walk " I closed the door then roamed the hospital, I felt something I don't know what it is. I don't know if it's sadness or Anger but I don't understand why I'd be mad, I know for a fact that I wish there was more I could do but there isn't anything I can do, and even if Abbey is right I don't want to lose her or her grandmother, I'm useless to her I can't do anything to help her cause im stupid I don't know what to do, I start to run I don't give a damn if the Doctors and Nurses tell me to stop I just run, I feel like that's all I can do to escape this hell im in and as I'm running all I can think is
' Deven why are you so Useless '

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Sorry for the long updates I just never know what to do anymore and well I'm a little uh... to upset to edit stories you know but I promise I'll try to get more Chapters in. Plus it's kinda hard when I'm starting school soon also but I'll still try ❤️❤️❤️