This impossible year since summer :)

I'm actually happy. {July 27th, 2017}

Okay so, my mood was lifted because I saw my boy best friend while he was working today in the mall. Haha. It was the first time we've seen each other in person since we started talking regularly on social media. He's so funny, and he made my day today. Seeing him made me happier than ever.

When I walked into Pop Vault, (a store in the mall I regularly visit that is the best store in the whole town in my opinion. Because it's basically an emo store. Band T-shirts, bracelets, etc.) I had my glasses on, so I had no problem in seeing that it was him. Joey.

I was so nervous! The friend that I was with, summer, was noticing that I was shaking like a dog. Haha. She asked me if I knew anyone here because of the change in my mood. I said no, but obviously I did.

He noticed me and we both smiled at the same time..  I couldn't look him in the face because I was really shy. As soon as he stepped away from the cash register I went over to where he was. He opened his arms to give me the the hint that he wanted a hug.. I was excited but I didn't show it. Thank god.
My hair was moist, and yeah.. I told him right after, nervously.

"My hair.. it's kinda moist from the shower I took. I'm sorry." I looked up at him and a shy and nervous smile appeared on my lips. He looked down at me, and he said, "no it's all good," he sniffed his shirt and a pleasant half-smile appears on his face. "You smell really good."

"Oh, haha.. thank you." I grinned up at him.
He smiled back in a way that gave me butterflies.. I forgot to mention that I love him. A lot. Even more than I ever loved my ex..

After I found my money to buy the bracelet I wanted, my friend and I paid, took whatever else she bought in a bag, and put on my bracelet to add to my collection on my wrist. 6 so far, haha. All band bracelets.

It got awkward real quick. I went up to him and held my hand out.. he looked confused and held out his hand. I grabbed it and shook his hand.

I let go, and turned around. He and the other girl working there laughed hysterically. I turned back to him, "what?"

"Nothing. Just come here and gimme a hug." He smirked a little. Hehe.

He gave me a really long hug and I loved it.. LOVED IT!
He had to bend down a lot to hug me.. I loved how tall he was. He was so much bigger than me. His long, strong arms wrapped around my waist, my hands went up his back.. I gripped the back of his shirt. 😍 this was the best hug I've ever received. I find it cute that I'm only 5'4 and he's 6'3. He's so tall, damn. Haha, I love itttttt.

I eventually let go, and I could feel my friend's eyes in the both of us. I could tell she was smirking.

I looked into his eyes, and blushed he did a little too.
We smiled at each other.. I wanted to kiss him! Fuck! But I couldn't do that while people were around anyway..
I looked down and grinned down at the floor. I couldn't help but blush. He was so.. cute. Ugh.

My heart melted at the fact that he gives such good hugs.. he's so nice..

We looked into each other's eyes once again, and our eyes said "I love you."

I turned away to see Summer smiling and soon enough she said "awwwwwww...."

"Shut up!" I blushed.

"Yeah, okay." She smirked.

"Hehe, bye Paige." Joey smirked at me too.

"B-bye, Joey." I blushed and turned to him and back to summer as we left.

He waved goodbye as Summer and I exited the store.

I couldn't stop smiling after that. My day had been made, and my happiness couldn't get better than what it was.

Summer dropped me off at my house, and I let my dad know I was home. After that, I went into my room and listened to the happiest music on my playlists. I danced until my throat got dry. Lmao.

He makes me so happy.. ugh. I'm glad I saw him today. Hopefully I'll see him again.