A Wish Gone Wrong || BTS Fanfic

15: "Don't be afraid to cry in my arms."

_KYUNG-JA'S POV_

I ran as fast as my little feet could take me.

But it felt like I was running in the same place.

It felt as if toxics has filled my lungs and took the breath out of me as I cried out for anything or anyone.

Help.

Attention.

Love.

The tears overflowed and blurred my vision.

I felt the sharp familiar pain on my cheek as I fell into the black abyss.

"You can't hurt her she's just a kid!" I heard my sister's weak voice echo.

I hugged my knees.

And cried.

Why am I here?

Why am I back home?

Someone...please....-

"HELP!" I jolted up from my bed.

My forehead was covered in a layer of sweat as I felt helpless tears fall from my pitiful face.

I felt the black hole in my heart.

I was scared.

It felt so real.

I hugged my knees as the moonlight shined threw my curtains.

I couldn't stop the hot tears from spilling.

"KJ-ah...?" A voice called.

I tried to hide my red, puffy eyes.

"Y-Yes," I stuttered as I was unable to control my shaking voice.

I heard the light footsteps come closer.

A pair of soft hands took mine and lead it away from my face.

I slowly look up to see a worried mochi.

"KJ what's wrong?" Jimin asked.

His voice was gentle and soothing but worried as fuck.

But I don't want to worry him. He already has a lot on his shoulders.

"Nothing, I'm fine Jimin-ah," I lied.

I plastered a fake smile on my face as I avoided eye contact.

"KJ...," Jimin sighed as I bit my lip and looked at my hands.

"KJ."

I bit my lip harder and shut my eyes.

I don't want him to worry!

I want him to be happy!

I want the rest of them to be happy!

"KyungJa!" Jimin stated sternly making me flinch. "If you think that saying 'you're fine' is not going to make me worry...then you're wrong."

It was like he was reading my mind.

"When you say that 'you're fine'...it makes me worry even more."

I slowly looked up at him.

My heart ached.

My lips trembled.