Fire and Ice.

animal abuse

"i'd slap and beat him but that would be animal abuse" this was the only thought coming to me when i thought about drake or darren or mr.fake.

whatsup ela? why do u look so sad?

all okay babe? i look towards siv so much concern in her eyes.well obviously she's my bestie!

yeah..nothing to worry! wow i fake smile good.

shutup and tell me the matter.and stop that fake smiling at me.i lover her but i'm STRAIGHT. dont get me wrong!

not in the mood okay,maybe later?

she decided to leave me alone because she knows it. something is wrong with and she can see it.

she most probably want me get chilled and then she'll dance on my head.

______________________________________________________________________________i was walking alone,sad,depressed until,.

hey doracake! please talk me.im ready to explain.OH GOD! take him away from and don't want to kill him.

i decide to walk past him.

he's stubborn.

stop!will you? and i want to talk to you and its urgent.stop ignoring me.stop creating he drama.every one is looking at us,me!

what?what do you want to talk about now?maybe you'll just say something stupid and untrue.and i will believe it.i can see the guilt in his eyes.but i cant melt.what he did to me is very bad and unexpected.

calm down babe!im melting at his words.hold me.

lets go to the canteen we'll talk there.done deal?

"no. i don't want to talk to you.whom should i talk to darren or drake?

HIS EYES widen.he was shocked to know that  i know.

what? what do you think of me? i know im rude and i need to stop.

pleeeeeease ela? please?

pretty please?

"okay fine" you have 10 minutes.

okaay fine!i can see the happiness in his eyes.

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okay listen.

don't you cut me once i start okay?you can take it all out after i finish.

i nod.

"so..you already know the fact that i'm daniel's step brother.unlike all the step brothers we dont hate each other.instead we love each other..but..we hate our father.or more like daniel's father and my step father.i'm his son because of his some cruel,cruel past.my mom left me when i was 4.my dad used to beat me with bealts and see the mark on my cheeks? he threw a wine bottle and it left the scar behind with some bitter memories.i used to cry,cry a lot.it was my step mother,who loved me more than my real mother loved me. she and daniel was the one who held me.infact i was going to jump from our house's terrace because of this shit i've been through....

he stopped as soon he noticed the tears streaming down my face. he asked me to stop but i couldn't i knew that he wasn't lying because i can see the pain and i can that through his eyes,watery eyes.he then held my hand,holding my hand tight and squeezing it.

he continued.

my step father used to call me darren.i rejected to accept it because i hated everything related to him.i even started hating myself.thoughts like..am i that bad? am i not capable of being mr.black's" son? my father died because of some lungs damage. deep inside everyone was happy,but still the thought of who'll do the business now? who will earn the money,needed?

my superwoman,love of my life. my mom. she decided to do this.my can't believe a guy saying words like that with water or feelings inside his eyes.

i love him more now.i respect him more now. gained the place in my world that no one can,no one.

now my sweet doracake.wipe your tears! and have this yummy-yummy chocolate cake! i can still feel the sadness behind his sweet-dimpled smile.he's definitely doing this on purpose.

"and now you can BAM! me with your questions..ask me!"

i have  3 questions.

go on. he winked at me

.1-why are you so sweet ? i can't even stay mad at you!? blush-blush!

2-will you stop blushing?he choked at this one.

3-how about us going to a movie with you,me and siv?

i have three answers..

go on,winking.obviously!

1-i don't know why i'm sweet..maybe its your magic and company.act cool ela. act cool. stop blushing and painting your face red

2- i'm not blushing.

"but you are blu-"

no.i'm not.he chuckled seeing me pouting  my lips.

3-but-doracake-..

"please"

ela...

pretty please..

dora cake!

pretty please with icecream and chocolate sauce and cherry on top!

ela-shut up! listen to me now. and stop making recipes!

"yeah and you stop sticking you tongue out and teasing me uhh"

"no fun in that.he said winking at me

. so how about we take daniel and josh with us too?

cool idea?

"mmhmm no problem!..done deal"!!

okay cool.

his charmness is killing me. but not in that way i'm falling towards daniel.

i'm confused what do i doo!!! i hate you god.

i was disturbed by drake shaking hand ~!

"quit daydreaming and thinking about me" you-should-stop-winking-at-me.

 i have much more important stuff to do.i have to repeat this everyday and irony on one of the black brothers!.

is it? smirking at me.

shutup! i hit him with my maths book.

mr.drama queen. puts his hand on his heart saying

"ouch it hurts"

thats why i did it,duh!

how mean.aaaw! he looks so cute rolling his eyes!

okay-we'll end this conersation here.i have to rush.bye!

meet me in the parking after the school.

we'll make plans about the movie!

okay.bye bye mr.chocolate cake.soomeone's blushing!

bye doracake,winking.yeah that someone who is blushing  is me now.

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i'll update the next chapter soon! xX